Its just futile to serve the 10 commandments that you have no strength to fulfill. Kind of like banging your head against the wall. It serves no purpose.
Exodus 20:2 I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.
Exodus 20:3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
Is this the one giving you fits? Life just bringing you more gods to put before God?
Exodus 20:4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.
This is probably really pulling at you huh? Need to get out there and make some images
Exodus 20:5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
needing to bow down to something man made?
Exodus 20:6 And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.
I discern this is what is really causing you problems myself, but where does this fall?
Exodus 20:7 Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.
Maybe this one?
Exodus 20:8 Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy.
I KNOW IT IS NOT THIS ONE, YOU LOVE REST, UNLESS THE "KEEP IT HOLY" IS HARD
Exodus 20:9 Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work:
Exodus 20:10 But the seventh day is the sabbath of the LORD thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates:
Exodus 20:11 For in six days the LORD made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the LORD blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it.
Exodus 20:12 Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.
Mom and Dads can be rough, but this I would think can't be that hard, can it???
Exodus 20:13 Thou shalt not kill.
Can I understand this one??? Hard??? to keep yourself from
Exodus 20:14 Thou shalt not commit adultery.
Can't be done?????
Exodus 20:15 Thou shalt not steal.
This either????
Exodus 20:16 Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour.
Took me a bit to realize some of the things I said "weren't really truth" and so they were lies, but hard now??????
Exodus 20:17 Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's.
Got covetness? needing
Do you really find these to be "impossible", or to hard. Any of them?????