Do I have Joy? Yes I do. Although not all the time to be honest. But when I do, it is genuine and authentic. When I self-identified as a Christian I also had joy. But it was the joy of a drunken man. I've sobered up a bit since then.
The God-condoned slavery in the Bible is a big problem. Did you not read what it said in Exodus 21? I can't support that. Ever. So there is plenty of stuff holding me back. A long list. Though it looks like one has been eroded - an inconsistency about Judas' death.
Another thing occurred to me this morning. Why should I believe in a God who can't even get basic Astrophysics correct? Genesis says that plants were made on Day 3 and the Sun on Day 4, which is the wrong order. If a Biblical Day is not 24 hours and corresponds to a vast era of time, how were the plants photosynthesising?
The God-condoned slavery in the Bible is a big problem. Did you not read what it said in Exodus 21? I can't support that. Ever. So there is plenty of stuff holding me back. A long list. Though it looks like one has been eroded - an inconsistency about Judas' death.
Another thing occurred to me this morning. Why should I believe in a God who can't even get basic Astrophysics correct? Genesis says that plants were made on Day 3 and the Sun on Day 4, which is the wrong order. If a Biblical Day is not 24 hours and corresponds to a vast era of time, how were the plants photosynthesising?
So you shouldnt be so puzzled, I mean how did he create humans from dirt!
So you were drinking heavily when you became a Christian? That just further brings me doubt that you were ever a Christian. Much less that you know what Joy is. Just by your definiton of it. Drinking has never once brought me joy! It has made me happy, had plenty of good times, but JOY? NEVER.
Slavery. The scripture you point out. Is God the one beating the slave or is it the Jew who was beating the slave? And was the rules made to reduce this behavior? And did the Jews suffer for this atroocities along with many others? Jews were themselves slaves correct? Not to mention the modern day holocaust.
God sees everything and His judgement is true. The born again believer who walks with Jesus does not need to have fear of Gods judgement.
So to answer your question as to why should you believe in God, well the contrary awaits you judgement and severe punishment. Because you have no excuse for rejecting God.
God is not a respector of persons, and good works will not save you. Not sure if you pay your taxes, or help people, or whatever you may attribute as moral or done by your good character. It shows you have manners and you like to treat others with respect and expect the same. Your good conduct will not excuse your rejection of Jesus Christ the Son of God.