Don't feel too bad. 9 mm and it's sister 40 caliber are what almost all police in the world use.
Yes.... I'm ok with it... not ecstatic, but happy enough.
I have two other 9mm's, a full sized Canik TP9, and the aforementioned Taurus PT111 G2. It's my carry pistol. I won't mind having another one at all....
and, if I feel the "need" for another .45, that's my excuse to get a commander sized Ruger 1911....
I'm a big fan of the 9mm.