This is a rare real post from me lol, but someone asked me why I put up with something, so I was thinking about it.
I'm really bad at giving up. It takes a lot for me to give up on something/someone. I'm stubborn. Some don't get it, but to me that's like accepting failure or defeat, and it's just not in me to do so. It just isn't. I don't want to feel like I didn't give something my best shot. But, I'm trying to learn to let myself acknowledge that sometimes you have to accept that. Not that it will change anything. It won't. But maybe I can at least admit to myself when I am fighting a battle that can't be won, even if I'll fight it anyway. I'm okay with that. We are who we are.