I lost my job, so things seem kind of stupid and pointless right now, because I thought I was on the right track and it really threw me.
And now everyone's pushing me again to go back out and try again. Dad told me next week he's off, so if I need to I can go job-hunting, I can go visit a doctor, and I said I don't care about any of those things. Then he goes on some thing about how I can't blow things off, lest the "darkness will swallow me whole." I'm sorry, but parent or not, does anyone realize how ridiculous they sound when they say that?
Yeah, I'm in a funk right now. When and how I'll be out of it? No clue! But honestly...nobody's helping with their flowery words and their "Oh, shucks, well just go out and try again!" malarkey.