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Heavenly Father, please give Moly strength to face the destructive world we in.
In the name of Jesus,
Midnight Confessions
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I am.
Heavenly Father, please give Moly strength to face the destructive world we in.
In the name of Jesus,
Confession: I feel unworthy of anything good. I feel like I am less than everyone and that I should just die already. I constantly want to hurt myself.
There is a blameless child of God in you that was born when you were born again. Will you allow this evil spirit to further torture that child? Jesus said love another as you love yourself - would you think about your friends this way? Of course not! When you get these thoughts, apply to yourself what Jesus commanded. I've had the same thoughts for many years and it took some prayer warfare by people around me to stop this. I dont know enough of your life to know what exactly is the doorway for this. I pray it is revealed to you when did this start so you can repent and give judgment to God, and rights of entrance taken away in Jesus' name so that this spirit will leave you alone, amen. We the men are so bad judges, we would condemn everybody, even ourselves, when we were able to condemn the blameless Jesus to death.
I feel the need to share something too that an elder sister shared with me when I was tormented like you. I'd read the Bible and cry - like, "yeah, God was all for David and cared for him, but that's for David, not for me, I'm unworthy"! But the Bible is not just stories of some people in the past, why would He leave them to us if they told nothing about Him towards us. It is His eternal Word and God doesnt change, these things are also for you. Look what it says there. Wherever David says "me" you need to put Molly.
Psalms 56:8 Thou tellest Molly's wanderings: put thou her tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book? 9 When she cries unto thee, then shall her enemies turn back: this I know; for God is for Molly.
Try this for a while.....as you go to bed at night...lay there and picture taking time with Jesus a walk or just talk to Him face to face and tell Him about this anxiety that is bothering you at night. I took a walk with Jesus one time in a beautiful green forest and we sat down and I rested my head in His lap and it was so comforting and reassuring to me that I felt so at peace with Him in my heart. Let Him take this anxiety and you rest in Him.... Do that for a few nights before you go to sleep and see if He doesn't give you peace that you desire.
Don't overthink things - just jump in cause if you make a bad choice you learn not to do it the next time....I am talking about the simple choices made in life like what to eat at a meal or wear for the day.....I went to work with two different colored shoes no said anything the shoes were the same style just got dressed in the dark and one was black and one navy blue....I lived through it and still laugh today about it.....No need to get ulcers for the small decisions.....enjoy life.
Confession: I feel unworthy of anything good. I feel like I am less than everyone and that I should just die already. I constantly want to hurt myself.
Molly I agree with you on the we are unworthy part, but I am talking about salvation. While we were yet sinners and against God Jesus came and died for us and you know what that means? Molly you are worth the life of God's own Son! That is great news for you because God sent Jesus just to die for you, Molly. God thinks you are worth that much! That is worth a lot. God doesn't want you to want to die God wants you to live for Him and be a blessing to others around you. God doesn't want you to hurt yourself because when you do that you really are hurting God.
God loves you very much Molly and people do get depressed here on earth and I recommend that you seek counseling through your Pastor or a medical professional, because there is still a lot of good to be had in life even this sinful one and you are loved by God, family and friends you just might not be able to see that right now. But you are loved and cared about.
Dear Father In Heaven
Please open Molly's eye and help her to be aware of how much she is loved and help her to want to get help out of this dark corner she has put herself in. Take her by the hand and lead her in a relationship with You I pray in Jesus name Amen.
Confession: I feel unworthy of anything good. I feel like I am less than everyone and that I should just die already. I constantly want to hurt myself.
You are most worthy of the love of God. Life is painful at times but the Lord is faithful and understands fully what you are going through. His will and desire is for you to have life and to have it more abundantly. I have said a prayer for the Lord to come to you so that He may calm your fears and to show you the truth worth in His eyes.
We all have a ways to go on our life's journey. Take comfort in knowing that you are not walking alone.
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MollyConnor
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Thank you guys. I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare anyone. I was just making a midnight confession. I do have problems with depression and loneliness. It's hard for me to make friends especially in person. I just have a low self-esteem from past experiences. I hope to change so that I can have a better life.
Thanks again, I am feeling blessed to have you all to talk to!
Thanks again, I am feeling blessed to have you all to talk to!
I'm reminded of this one preacher who said that for a while every time he went to pray he kept getting stuck in his praying, like he couldn't move past a certain point. Finally he took it to God and asked Him what was the problem. God told him that when he prayed he always said "I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy" and that was where he kept getting stuck. God said, "In the past you weren't worthy, but I MADE you worthy."
Thank you guys. I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare anyone. I was just making a midnight confession. I do have problems with depression and loneliness. It's hard for me to make friends especially in person. I just have a low self-esteem from past experiences. I hope to change so that I can have a better life.
Thanks again, I am feeling blessed to have you all to talk to!
I understand full well about depression as I have been in battle with this for years, particularly this last one. Instead of hope I have prayed for you to have the Lord's blessed assured hope that so you may be delivered from this disease of the mind. Loneliness was another close 'friend' of mine but the good Lord provided a wonderful companion for me who in now my best friend. I have prayed for God to alleviate your loneliness as well and to provide deep purpose and meaning in your life so you may realize your true worth and see the beauty in yourself.
Hi Molly Racoon!Thank you guys. I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare anyone. I was just making a midnight confession. I do have problems with depression and loneliness. It's hard for me to make friends especially in person. I just have a low self-esteem from past experiences. I hope to change so that I can have a better life.Thanks again, I am feeling blessed to have you all to talk to!
We were scared, simlpy that but, as you probably have seen, there are many "loner" here who would appreciate to have you as a friend (your own country and beliefs). Thhey will draw near, they will send you friendship invitations and, SOMETIMES, few of them will left you alone when they think "you don´t have" what they´re seeking (you´ll know that) but don´t feel discouraged or rejected. Such is life! Each is looking after his/her own.I don´t have depressive problems, I´m used to the loneliness found in the company of few or many (that´s not my isssue) and I´m thankful I´m not sick, except from my pocket (He! He!) so that´s the limit I set myself to avoid wasting my tiime in relationships I won´t enjoy as sucessful and long lasting but, if you knew yourself more, if you take time to evaluate yourself (and the ways people are) that "problem" of loneliness will be sorted out soon (Each people looks after his/her own). So please, I do beg to stop thinking in that way: You are rejecting yourself in a ugly way, and that´s unhealthy, hurtful, and I won´t guess what you disliked the most from you, but everything can be changed (for the best).Point one:Ttry to be your friend, first. you have hurt you that most, that you lost selfconfidence, your own LOVE and, in that condition, you gave too little chance other people to love you, THE WAY YOU ARE.Point two: Forgive yourself, love you the way you are, and give poeple the chance to be loved. If you don´t love you, it won´t be easier to love others.Pont three: Be your own friend, set limits to those things you know hurt you, don´t be overindulgent, forgive yourself (as well as others), develope a new FRIENDLY relationship with you, to allows other to approach you (the way you are) and reconnect the old Moly (the little kid you was, that one you lost and started to hate, for whatever reason you think you had to hate her) to know her better and to walk -together- with the new Molly who will be growing next day (that beautiful girl is the one many would be missing)If you practice any of this points, any day, you will find the best friend you lost, somewhere with you.Bye! Bye! Beautiful little girl.Go find those who are like you, YOUR own AGE... Please!
Hi, Mary!That´s not bad! I do the same when playing chess, by the way. If I had to drive a car, I should not over-think, but I´d react according to the situation (and limited REAL time) I´m in. I can enjoy pondreing things the safety of my home or mind, but surely I don´t have plenty time in a life test, to make each single desicion.Because "I see" you like life in the abstractions of your mind, you surely would like to play chess alone, as I do: Each time I see the computer beats me, I know I thought "wrong". There I have the place and the time controlled -just for me! (it´s a stress-releasing tecnique).
Hi, Mary!That´s not bad! I do the same when playing chess, by the way. If I had to drive a car, I should not over-think, but I´d react according to the situation (and limited REAL time) I´m in. I can enjoy pondreing things the safety of my home or mind, but surely I don´t have plenty time in a life test, to make each single desicion.Because "I see" you like life in the abstractions of your mind, you surely would like to play chess alone, as I do: Each time I see the computer beats me, I know I thought "wrong". There I have the place and the time controlled -just for me! (it´s a stress-releasing tecnique).
I play a mean game of chess too. Perhaps you and I can have a game one day. While it may be stressful I am sure that each move will prove interesting.
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saved_again
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my faith has been restored by seeing I'm not the only one. it's midnight for me, I work 3rd shift. my confession is that... I lust after many girls, the one I loved left me for my buddy, I can't seem to find a Christian girl who shares my faith
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From one Warrior Brother to another, cheers from the Middle East!
Don't find a Christian girl, find a non Christian girl and bring her to Christ.
Thanks for the invitation! But I don´t wnat to beat you...
(just bragging!)
I never played online and I always switched off the "online" engine: If I lose or won, those records are not kept (Just a single one which I played marvelosly, as a miracle I have to rehearse).
Thank, Bro.!
It be nicer to invite "our" friend Mary.
It´d be nicer to see her beating, more than once.
(just bragging!)
I never played online and I always switched off the "online" engine: If I lose or won, those records are not kept (Just a single one which I played marvelosly, as a miracle I have to rehearse).
Thank, Bro.!
It be nicer to invite "our" friend Mary.
It´d be nicer to see her beating, more than once.
From one Warrior Brother to another, cheers from the Middle East!
Don't find a Christian girl, find a non Christian girl and bring her to Christ.
That´s a battle with double winners!
(Whenever she sees "equality" she would breathe)
It´s hoped no one would come to choke her, with lies.
Don't rely on your own efforts to find the one Christian girl of your heart's desire. Pray for God to search and find the one that is meant for you that will bring joy in your life and a bounce in your step. That is what happen to me. What is impossible for us is possible for God because He is the God of great possibilities.
When I was a young man I lost a girlfriend to my best friend. Years later, in the middle of divorce he apologized to me for what he had done. I told him that there was no need to be sorry because he had actually done me a favor and saved me from years of misgivings and suffering.
Thank you guys. I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare anyone. I was just making a midnight confession. I do have problems with depression and loneliness. It's hard for me to make friends especially in person. I just have a low self-esteem from past experiences. I hope to change so that I can have a better life.
Thanks again, I am feeling blessed to have you all to talk to!
Wow!
1st time I see that avatar were you look like my daughter (Joy)
I hope you never become like she is (self-infatuated).
I believe that I have confused the expectations of God has for me as His humble servant with my own pre-conceived ideas. I have allowed the horror of the past year to hinder me in this new year. It has been a slice but now it is time to move on with my life and allow God to light my way with His wisdom, compassion and understanding.