So...there's something that's been on my mind. Some of you guys know I have another sister. I'm the baby of my family. My older sister, not the engaged one, decided to become a youth leader at the youth group that I do praise and worship at. I really don't know how I feel about it, because the youth group was MY thing. It just seems to always happen. I find something or someplace and one of my sisters decide, "Hey, I want to do that, too!" And it's just...I don't know. Sometimes you need those few hours around people besides your family. Sometimes you want to be unique in something that you do. And it just seems like I can never truly find it. Maybe that's another reason why I should go to Minnesota...so I can figure things out while getting my degree. I love my family, I do. But I just really need that separation. That thing that makes me different from my sisters. I'm always getting how alike we act, how we all look alike, sound alike...how we all do this and all can do that. It's not, "Well, I do this, but she does that, and she does something else. Nothing we do is so-called better than or superior to the other. It's simply what makes us unique."
I dunno. Does it sound selfish? The youth group is in need of youth leaders...I was just hoping that I could just keep it a me-thing. When my oldest sister quit, I kind of felt relieved because it was, "Now it's something I just do, and I love it most of the time."
