Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

[CatHerder]

so I am looking over some music that arrived in the mail for a gig with a ballet company in a couple o' weeks. The modern piece has a scene called "Stream of Consciousness." I thought that was kind of interesting and should be shared here.

 

[homwardbound]

Congratulations on 30 years of sobriety!

Thank you it was a revelation from God to me directly, as when I heard this
You are trapped into this by not accepting the fact that your Sister is dead, I openly stood up and accepted this fact that i never had wanted to accept from 14 to 27, that she is dead in the flesh physical being, and lost all desire to drink and do drugs from that moment on as soon as i said it aloud, "Today I accept she is dead" that was the first layer to healing as an onion being peeled back and hurts a lot in the process. Many layers have been peeled since and maybe still more only God knows whom I trust daily and some days have not, yet been learning to trust deeper and deeper through all tragedies that have taken place afterwards, For there are many as I am sure in you and all others here on earth. We are not alone, tragedy is constant along with change
And so Christ wrote and is quoted as saying:
John 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

 

[homwardbound]

someone pointed out to me today that i have an innate ability to pick up scars and bruises. you'd think that i am some fragile klutz, moving from obstacle to sharp object. i'm really not.

sometimes i have recollections of how i end up getting hurt, but more often not. a couple years ago, some chick at the stable saw a couple bruises on my arm and asked me of i was in an abusive relationship.

i told her, "only with myself". i thought it was funny. she just looked at me like i was a freakjob. apparently, i also have a knack for inappropriate humor...

i have a giant bruise my leg from climbing into the barn loft at the stable today, and then later cut my hand helping someone move something.

the upside is that i have some super cool scars.

I think what you said is much deeper than skin, and thank you, I see this as truth to me from my own personal stinking thinking, that has many times set me off, when there really was no need and can do it again over and over, Just by stining thinking my emotions predictably respond to these thoughts, knowing no right or wrong
Thank you again in showing me without knowing this as you posted it.

some chick at the stable saw a couple bruises on my arm and asked me of i was in an abusive relationship.

i told her, "only with myself".

 

[homwardbound]

Finally left alone for a few minutes...except all these chickens. And cats. And cows. And dogs. And horses. Good heavens, and ducks too.
*sigh* I'm surrounded.

Are we ever alone, even when it seems like it?

 

[homwardbound]

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Sister, how are you, better I pray as we all go through something to cause us to derail the train off the tracks, and in free choice over any and all tragedies we can choose what wolf to feed, the good one in us or the one that feels like a failure
Kind of like putting wood on a fire, if no wood fire goes out
Love you Sister in Chirst

 

[MissCris]

Are we ever alone, even when it seems like it?

When you put it like that...no, no we're not.
It would, however, be kinda nice to be a little more alone a little more often than I usually am. You know, where the noises around me are maybe a nearby stream, or classical music playing softly. Instead of toddler tantrums or angry ducks. Not that I don't adore my kid, and angry ducks too for that matter. But I think I've had a headache for two days straight.
I have no idea why I'm going into all of this, by the way.
Must've inhaled too much fresh air by accident.

 

[Immawildthing]

Ugh... My baby is teething...

 

[iTOREtheSKY]

so I am looking over some music that arrived in the mail for a gig with a ballet company in a couple o' weeks. The modern piece has a scene called "Stream of Consciousness." I thought that was kind of interesting and should be shared here.

I'm not sure I get the connection here.

 

[MissCris]

Ugh... My baby is teething...

Hang in there, it doesn't last forever
Plus, those little mostly-toothless smiles are fantastic.

Does your baby have a favorite thing to chew on? I just ask because neither of mine were big on teething rings, my son liked chewing on straws and my daughter steals the baby wipes and gnaws on those, or the handles of her baby spoons (soft rubber/plastic ones).
At least, she does that when she isn't trying to eat the wheels off of her brother's cars.

 

[iTOREtheSKY]

Suppose I should be thankful I have a roof over my head. I'm finding it harder & harder to be living with someone who doesn't share any of the same moral or spiritual beliefs as me. He's a nice guy,and he certainly doesn't have to let me stay here.
I guess I'm just tired of the atheist viewpoints on things and the porn stuff. I just feel a bit saturated by it all I guess,and maybe it's getting to me more than normal because of the situation I am currently facing. I really didn't want to be here in NY as my home for the next umpteen years,but I'm sort of stuck. No work & no money,make iTORE a whiny so & so. Gah. Prayers would be much appreciated. Thanks!

 

[Donkeyfish07]

Pray for me guys. I have a very difficult legal situation. Some of you know a little about it, it involves the inheritance I'm supposed to get from my mother's death. Vultures trying to swoop in on me, already got a big chunk of what was meant for me. Now I might lose the little bit that's left. Need the prayers really bad

 

[iTOREtheSKY]

Pray for me guys. I have a very difficult legal situation. Some of you know a little about it, it involves the inheritance I'm supposed to get from my mother's death. Vultures trying to swoop in on me, already got a big chunk of what was meant for me. Now I might lose the little bit that's left. Need the prayers really bad

Praying that the Lord keeps & protects you,and what is rightfully yours that you get...His will. He's our provider. Praying for wisdom & peace among all involved,lawyers,or any other family. Stay strong brother!

 

[Pipp]

Praying for both you guys . Love you both ♡

 

[iTOREtheSKY]

Thanks Pipparoni!!!! love you too ♥ You rock!

 

[Oncefallen]

Just a note if you try to impress the ladies with fast driving and/or generally dumb things while driving...it usually doesn't work. I may or may not know this from experience.

Whoa that looks like a bad wreck! I am glad to Jesus you survived it indeed brother.

By the way...I clicked "like" on this because of what you said, not cuz you wrecked.
...I kinda felt like a jerk, so I clarified.

I'd be willing to bet that if Bugeye has crashed his car the pic posted is not of his car since it has European style license plates. Bugeye lives about an hour south of me and it sure ain't in Europe.

 

[Oncefallen]

FWIW everyone, The picture above ISN'T my car, it's a picture I found on the interwebs to prove my point.


Sorry for any confusion, although thank you for your concern for my well being, albeit unneeded.

**hates when he posts and then realizes that someone has already clarified**

 

[cinder]

I love thunderstorms. We had one the other night that was really great to take some photos of as it came in.







I take much better pictures since the advent of digital editing.

 

[ww_21]

guys... having a really bad night.. please pray for an issue that's currently bothering me?

 

[iTOREtheSKY]

So cinder..yer' a great poet,and now a great photographer! Is there nothing you don't exceed in?

 

[Pipp]

guys... having a really bad night.. please pray for an issue that's currently bothering me?

I sure will. Love you..hope all is well soon.