Ohhh Aimee...not good. You should really run run run yer' buns away from that stuff. Especially if yer' still drawn to it still.
Don't go back Aimee...we need you on our team. Plus,you'll make Jesus sad...you don't want that do you? Oh & yeah..you'll burn in hell too. (maybe I can scare you) lolz. Nah seriously...it's a struggle I know. It's no greater than anyone's other temptations to return to a sinful lifestyle...t
hat pull is always there,and it's worse if you felt like you had a "place"...where you felt you fit in. It took me a long time to feel I was accepted by christians,and then one day it hit me.... I'm NOT! lol God was like "I'm the only one you need to impress,stop trying to fit in,I've already made you to fit." That's one of the sad things about the church,we tend to alienate even other brothers & sisters so much,no wonder the world sees this & has no desire to come to Christ. Ohhhhhhh my..I have derailed again.lol