I never asked to have an argument, I just wanted advice. Also, don't most blacks choose to riot, loot, and blame white people all day instead of finding a job?
Ok, if it’s advice you want then here goes. What race are you mostly attracted to? Perhaps you are unfamiliar with the instinctive nature of mating. If that was just your platform to have a racial debate then you will soon be banned anyways. Clearly you have an opinion on racial equality. If our genetics were all that dissimilar we couldn’t even reproduce. Even tigers and lions, horses and donkeys can produce offspring but their offspring can’t sire. Genetic giftedness is regional. I would suggest ingenuity is a byproduct of physical failure. Because man was lousy at chasing animals, we developed a bow and arrow. Because we can’t swim we invented a boat. It tipped the scales of natural law creating the disastrous world we live in. Man, especially white man has proven most psychopathic. What is worse, looting a store or creating an atomic weapon....and using it? I couldn’t be whiter but at least I’m an honest white man. We can’t jump as high, run as fast or build as much muscle as our melanin gifted counterparts but what we lack in strength we made up for in raw cruelty. I would suggest on a scale gang violence compared to concentration camp gas chambers, is low. Need I even remind you technology is mostly coming from Asia, not Europe.
Now, for your advice: if you do crave a less pasty companion it’s either psychological or adaptive. Humans may farm their own food and drive luxurious cars but we still bow to animalistic reproductive cues. It is natural to be drawn to genetic giftedness. Curves, symmetry, favourable facial and body ratios are all instinctively preferred. Mixed with social programming, like blondes have more fun, and how much you like your mother and you got yourself a “type”. Perhaps the family oriented middle eastern motherly type is more a match for you. Maybe it’s just your conscience playing games. Perhaps deeper down the racism that has been programmed into you hasn’t taken full root and the most honest sections of your psyche are acting out in rebellion at the most carnal level. Regardless, there’s your answer. I hope the feeling of contempt you hold for your desire is met with logic. Perhaps the hate programmed in you finds truth.