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I confess I struggle with sexual purity and its tearing me up inside. I have lustful thoughts too often. I lust about people who have never met me, how do I kill this thing. Ifeel like a monster. I have trouble making friends. I have a horrible self loathing problem. I've struggled with pornography.
I don´t know about the rest... But if you have an exact idea on what FRIENDSHIP means, I voluntered to be one of those, particularly on public posts or blogs. If you need to "talk" something privatly -please- feel free to PM me (unless you feared someone too blue for you) :)
 
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For those BRAVE ones who might need this reminded:


Pro 28:13 Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy.

I´m glad to be in the company of those. :)
 

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For those BRAVE ones who might need this reminded:


Pro 28:13 Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy.

I´m glad to be in the company of those. :)
I love this piece of scripture, especially the part about obtaining mercy.
 

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Thank you tourist and cinder. I feel a lot better. You have blessed me. And thank you cinder for the book recommendation. I will check it out :)
You have blessed me with your kind words. I feel better too.
 
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It's 9:35 AM & I want pizza!
 
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LOL...much better than Papa John's. :)
 

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For the past few months I have been in a grieving process due to the death of my wife. I have not managed this very well and have almost let it destroy me. The one thing that I have been truly blessed with is my best friend given to me by God by someone I have met on this site. I have prayed for God to free me from the cage of desolation that I reside in and to move forward with my life in a positive direction. There are many other residents of CC as well that I consider to be my friends and I appreciate them as well. Soon I will be a resident in another place and time because I have decided that I want to have life and to have it most abundantly. This will only come from God as that is where the good things flow. God is love and I love God. Seriously.
 

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What happen yesterday was a history lesson to be learned. Today is the first day for the rest of my life. I will not be anxious about tomorrow for it will soon be here.
 

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Someone wrote something to me that hurt yesterday but it was not intentional. I was not looking for love when I joined this community and I will be taking none with me when I leave. I came here out of loneliness and a sense of isolation. While this may cause me to veer off into a tangent I have no excuse for my actions. In my posts I strive to find a few uplifting encouraging words to say and there are times that these words are taken out of context. For that I am sorry and it will not happen again. I do not want to give the wrong impression of my true heart or thoughts. What is in my heart will stay there and my thoughts will no longer be causally shared. In the future my posts will be few scarce until the day the last one is written. The day is coming soon that I will start my new journey and at that time I will pray to God for Safe Passage.
 

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I believe that change is in the air and with God's grace I intend to become an agent of change. I am not talking about the loose change in my Folgers coffee can either. It will go much deeper than that.
 
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I believe that change is in the air and with God's grace I intend to become an agent of change. I am not talking about the loose change in my Folgers coffee can either. It will go much deeper than that.
Good!

I wish God put on your chest one like these agents-of-change-300x225.jpg


and soon after you´ll be commissioned to share it elsewhere and more.
 

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Good!

I wish God put on your chest one like these View attachment 83433


and soon after you´ll be commissioned to share it elsewhere and more.
I grabbed a badge and I am wearing it proudly now. It is amazing that you found this picture. I believe that God is working in my life. Thank You.
 
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I grabbed a badge and I am wearing it proudly now. It is amazing that you found this picture. I believe that God is working in my life. Thank You.
He´s working long ago, within many people in Cc and on earth.

Just read what Jesus said:

Luk 9:23 And he said to them all, "If you want to come with me, you must forget yourself, take up your cross every day, and follow me.
Luk 9:24 For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it, but if you lose your life for my sake, you will save it.
Luk 9:25 Will you gain anything if you win the whole world but are yourself lost or defeated? Of course not!

He has called us to be such agents.
 

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He´s working long ago, within many people in Cc and on earth.

Just read what Jesus said:

Luk 9:23 And he said to them all, "If you want to come with me, you must forget yourself, take up your cross every day, and follow me.
Luk 9:24 For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it, but if you lose your life for my sake, you will save it.
Luk 9:25 Will you gain anything if you win the whole world but are yourself lost or defeated? Of course not!

He has called us to be such agents.
I'm a secret agent, man.
 

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Perhaps we need those badges.
We all should wear one and become agent of agents of change for the Lord. Without change in our heart and thoughts there can be no spiritual growth. The Lord changes not but we as Christians must change or else our service to the Lord becomes stagnant and our faith withers and begins to die.