Betrayal means that someone you trust as a friend turns out to be your enemy and stabs you in the back. However in the case of Jesus and Judas, even though Jesus called him "friend" in Gethsemane (and he was supposed to be more than a friend) Christ already knew on the day He selected Judas as one of His disciples, that this man was a devil and the Son of Perdition, and would in fact betray Him. That Satan would possess his soul so that he would sell Christ to his enemies for thirty pieces of silver (which he later regretted but failed to truly repent and ask forgiveness from the Lord). In fact Christ sent him on his way to do his dastardly betrayal while the rest of the apostles remained in the Upper Room.
Jesus and His apostles were in the garden of Gethsemane at night, and those who came to take Him captive could not have known exactly who He was unless He was properly identified by one who knew Him intimately. And this is where Judas played the role of betrayer.
There are some Christians today that fail to understand that Judas was already doomed to Hell by his own heart and his attitude. He was already stealing from the common treasury of the disciples. And he had never really believed on the Lord Jesus Christ. Otherwise he could not have betrayed Him.
I agree with what you say above.
My understanding that as a zealot Judas was looking for a Messiah that would overthrow Rome and re-establish Israel.
When Jesus made it clear that this was not the case then Judas want about his course in the hope that it would force Jesus to prove that he was the promised Messiah according to his beliefs as a zealot.
I don't struggle with what Judas did but I do think that someone had to do it.
If so did God predermin someone to do it.
Given the Jewish thinking of the time.
It must have come from somewhere.
I settle this with me in the fact that God knows everything, from the beginning of time to the end. Therefore he knew the heart of Judas.
He didn't listen to Jesus, didn't accept what he did in his ministry.
God knew.
Zechariah 11:12-13
12 Then I said to them, “If it is agreeable to you, give me my wages; and if not, refrain.” So they weighed out for my wages thirty pieces of silver.
13 And the Lord said to me, “Throw it to the potter”—that princely price they set on me. So I took the thirty pieces of silver and threw them into the house of the Lord for the potter.