I'm sure this conversation has moved far from the OP by this point, but I am a former Christian. I used to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and now I don't. A lot of people doubt that -- some reasonably because my personal thoughts and beliefs from a long time ago can't be sufficiently proven, and some unreasonably by committing the
"no true Scotsman" fallacy by arguing that I must not have been a "true Christian".
When I was a Christian, I believed that I couldn't possibly lose my belief. But losing it was the proof, on top of the doubts I already had, that the bible was not completely true. And why shouldn't it be possible? If you can change your belief from disbelieving God to believing in God, why would it be impossible to do the opposite?
In your own words you just proved you never came to the whole faith, you said
I believed that I couldn't possibly lose my belief. But losing it was the proof, on top of the doubts I already had,
Your words you had doubt and never came to know what Whole Faith is, you walked away , cause ytou did not get waht you think or thought you should true for false?
Hebrews 5:11- 6:9 speaks well of this conditiuon in many who claim to believe and one day leave, never coming to the fullness of God's love, because never made it to fertile ground to grow their got choked out, by what. Who knows
Yet as what i see you posted here had doubts to begin with, so you never believed than not in the entirety to made whole
I went through this as well, until, I got shown God's truth by God and not servant mankind
No matter what star crash you are a Sister to me and love still by God and me, as well as all the other believers that know God's love and Mercy, just accept you, and ask you to look deep inside self, and see truth and ask yourself can oyu kill another at will, them defenseless? If not the love of God is in you, whether you like it or not.
So are you sure you balked against Chirst or the religion preaching a Christ that is not Christ?
For being in the religion you were brought up in was not love was it, yet preached Christ and you got this thought
And heard if this is Christ here where I am at right now then I want nothing to do with him? and you have been attache dto that ever since, when it was the people not God
been there myself and chose to believe God and not people
praying your eyes and ears open.
If i speak truth you know if not and is truth you reject, and maybe righteously so. But all in all it was not God that did this to you? It was evil flesh selfishness, alone masquerading as God
Any way love you anyway, you decide what is error and what is truth
Love you, as God truthfully does