Sorry I hit "post" too early on that first reply and had a little more to add.
It wasn't until lunch the next day that I even realized what happen, and it was at lunch that it hit me. "I haven't thought about killing myself all day!!!" Then and there I knew 2 things.
1. Whatever this was, it was from God.
2. Jesus Crist is His Son.
So in my case when I thought I was making "the choice" I wasn't saved and thought God was fake when trials hit, yet when I was saved I had no idea He was granting me repentance when it was taking place FOR REAL. So while I am not at all saying that you are wrong and I understand that for many it may work just like it did for you, but we have to be careful of exactly how big a role that choice actually plays in the big picture of salvation, and who does the credit for that choice truly belong to? That's it, just wanted to share my thoughts on that with you. Hope you have a great day.
It wasn't until lunch the next day that I even realized what happen, and it was at lunch that it hit me. "I haven't thought about killing myself all day!!!" Then and there I knew 2 things.
1. Whatever this was, it was from God.
2. Jesus Crist is His Son.
So in my case when I thought I was making "the choice" I wasn't saved and thought God was fake when trials hit, yet when I was saved I had no idea He was granting me repentance when it was taking place FOR REAL. So while I am not at all saying that you are wrong and I understand that for many it may work just like it did for you, but we have to be careful of exactly how big a role that choice actually plays in the big picture of salvation, and who does the credit for that choice truly belong to? That's it, just wanted to share my thoughts on that with you. Hope you have a great day.
I believe everyone has to CHOOSE Jesus Christ as Savior Lord and King. He made a way for us where there was no way but, each of us has to CHOOSE to receive it.
I know I could NEVER save myself and NEVER have I claimed to have saved myself. I simply have stated that I and everyone must CHOOSE to receive all He has done for us.
I have CHOSEN to receive ALL that Jesus Christ died and rose from the dead to give me…. Salvation, a new nature, spiritually alive, eyes to see and ears to hear what the Holy Spirit is saying, scriptures of God’s Word opened and understanding freely given, gifts of the Holy Spirit, a deep unquenchable passionate love for my Father in Heaven, Jesus Christ my Savior Lord and King, and the precious abiding companion counselor, teacher, guide, comforter Holy Spirit, God’s angels that minister to me as an heir of Salvation…. and the Kingdom of God that is coming!