Jesus's agony was not the kind your talking about. He enever had any confusion his despair was an aching for the children of Israel and the suffering of the cross was his role and the very reason he came. The spark I was talking about was the spark I saw in you not the spark between us and no the rapture has nothing to do with this I'm not so petty that a difference in understanding of the rapture would do that. You fall into despair your mind is being attacked and you refuse to see what is going on here. Yes I told you that the things you were talking about were not of God and you think that isn't what a friend does but if I was on a path that was involving other religious things trying to combine it with the one true path of Christ would you let me fall into it and become lost? If it is such a horrible thing for you to be wrong about something and you become upset about it then what are you going to do if say you fall off the deep end consumed by these attacks how is anyone going to help you if you just see it as attacking?
Is it that hard to see the difference in us? your in agaony despair and you mind is being a mess, me however I have to deal with so much more than you do all my health issues that have allmost killed me four times this year my eyes going out with seemingly nothing we can do about it I am trapped in my apartment 24/7 in isolation for almost two years now I can't hardly even get help to get simple things like food and toilet paper and that isn't even the half of it either.
I have more than enough reason to be in despair to let the enmy overwhelm me but yet I have hope I know the joy of the Lord to where I dance for him I am visited by him often
Lets not forget what does the bible say the fruits of the spirit are?
Firstly I'm not confused
secondly Jesus did suffer anguish
And thirdly my mind is not a mess
And i have no problems with accepting I may be wrong.
Your problem is thinking I don't have this quality then sounding of from it.
I've pleaded with you for over a week to let things go and it's not happening
Reading through your post there's five false accusations against me,
Pointing the finger at the brethren is the action of our enemy because in your post there is not one but 8 yous of you are doing this and your doing that.
Luke
44 And being in
anguish, Jesus prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground.
Hebrews
Because He Himself [in His humanity] has
suffered in being tempted, He is able to help and provide immediate assistance to those who are being tempted and exposed to suffering.
Corinthians
If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.
If your brother
suffers you should suffer with him. I
Peter
you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings.
10 And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
There will come a time when you will suffer for a little while which is not a blink of an eye.
The renewal of your mind is needed everyday and it is not by your own accord, it is by the holy spirit.
Which indicates the mind is fragile and needs uplifting everyday.
I think your problem really is your own suffering friend, your just to proud to admit it, and would rather accuse other people of having no right to suffer because of how bad your afflictions are but yet you over come quite easily.
Friend I really do hope you get better soon