I’ll believe what the Bible says which is what I’ve been doing all along.
You feel sorry for unbelievers being aware of punishment forever. But the Bible says so clearly, so you just twist the verses because you don't want to accept the truth.
You or kleronomos even claimed such an idea was CRUEL. That's why you are maudlin. Overly emotional about something you just can't stomach. Well, get over it.
But don't worry. In eternity, God will wipe away every tear. So after you learn the truth, go cry your eyes out. And then God will pass you a tissue that you can dab on your crying eyes. You will get over it.