I am so sad to hear about your loss, clearly he/she meant a great deal to you.
Death happened to the very son of God too; yes, He loved us that much. He not only gave us His own but also allowed horrible and cruel treatment to happen to him at the hands of mankind.
Jesus Christ, the very nature of the invisible God, humbled Himself to serve us. Heavens no, He is not egotistical.
Why did He do that? Because He wants our fellowship. The God of all desires an invested and intimate relationship with each of us. He loves us so much.
Since the dawn of our time, He has been working. He is the opposite of lazy.
WOW!!!
He created us, forgiven us and even dwells in us.
Yes there is suffering and death on this earth. Faith in God does not ensure a problem free life on this earth, but it sure does give us the grace to carry on amongst the valley of death.
Please consider taking your hurt and anger to God Himself. Have a good heart to heart. No earthly person can give you the answers and healing you are looking for. Let Him work in You.
Lord, we come before You, thanking You for all You do and are. We ask that you forgive any unbelief that we may have. Please, reveal Your mighty healing Glory in the life of this hurting and angry one. Bring him comfort and peace amongst the grieving. Open the eyes of His heart, please I ask. Thank You, for I believe You are already working.