What if its me whose decieved? Ive looked, ive read, ive studied. Am i wrong. I want to go to the kingdom. Will i get there? I do not follow Gods law perfectly. I fall short. I see whats written. I try to obey. I do fall short. Dont know what to say. Dont understand everything. Only know i want to get to the kingdom. Id love to ask you all for answers but im sure we are all in the same boat.
I hope my boat dont sink
Years ago I felt like you. I believed Jesus and his words, but what next.
Two things happened to me. I started in my bedroom to list Gods attributes, who He was and what He did. I praised Him for the blessing He had been to me and my life. My heart lifted. I had confessed my faith and walked in fellowship.
I was praying in a group and I saw the immensity of the creator in my mind. How from this immensity the Lord became a man, Jesus, and then this man Jesus died for me and everyone who believed in Him, and then rose again. My heart trembled and was moved.
Over the next year of so the Lord showed me my standards and level of failure and then His determination and success.
I am only a follower, but he won my heart. He simple said if you follow and believe you are saved.
The eternal part is not so important to me now just the knowing the King of Creation. Spend time doing what you believe, praying, praising, confessing, reading and fellowshiping, then you will grow and experience more of His glorious riches.