Tired of Me

[Shoshie]

I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people.
As I have mentioned several times, I was caregiver for my Mother before she died. I didn't know her death would be as eminent as it was. I loved her so much but as her caregiver I feel.like zlI was very impatient at times. Not due to the fact I didn't want to do it but due to the fact, I guess, that Ivwas scared or unsure about what things to do. I was nervous about them, expecting too much of Mom and me. Perhaps out of dear letting sone things go, not pushing harder to help or pushing too hard and just letting her enjoy life the way she wanted. Now, she's gone and I cant make it up. I wish I could undo my impatience. I wish she could tell me she knew how much I loved her!!! I called so many people/ wrote so many people about my Mother's healing. I really believed a miracle was coming! I know she is in Heaven now so she did get her miracle but the loneliness is unbearable and I miss her so much and I wish I could tell her how much I loved her and how sorry I am!
Finally, and as important, I have struggled with salvation issues. I do now know and Believe I am saved but I worry with the way this world is going would I be strong and stand for the Lord even in the face of persecution. We can't say this coukdnt happen it's already happening around the world.
Okay, this is where I am today feeling extreme emotions of sadness and that I might really have a breakdown if the Lord doesn't intervene. Please forgive me for my continual issues.

 

[Magenta]

Dear heavenly Father, we come before You today because we know know You are a God of mercy and
grace, and we trust that You can heal the wounds of the past and present. Help us to forgive our selves,
as we believe You have already forgiven us. Grant us the serenity and strength to release any burdens
of guilt and to find acceptance in Your everlasting mercy, grace, and love. Help us to remember those
things which honour the memory of our dearly departed ones by living a life that reflects the love and
compassion they taught us. We pray now especially for the healing of Shoshie's heart, and for her ability
to move forward with a renewed sense of purpose, peace, and direction. I offer this prayer in Jesus' name. Amen.

 

[Gideon300]

I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people.
As I have mentioned several times, I was caregiver for my Mother before she died. I didn't know her death would be as eminent as it was. I loved her so much but as her caregiver I feel.like zlI was very impatient at times. Not due to the fact I didn't want to do it but due to the fact, I guess, that Ivwas scared or unsure about what things to do. I was nervous about them, expecting too much of Mom and me. Perhaps out of dear letting sone things go, not pushing harder to help or pushing too hard and just letting her enjoy life the way she wanted. Now, she's gone and I cant make it up. I wish I could undo my impatience. I wish she could tell me she knew how much I loved her!!! I called so many people/ wrote so many people about my Mother's healing. I really believed a miracle was coming! I know she is in Heaven now so she did get her miracle but the loneliness is unbearable and I miss her so much and I wish I could tell her how much I loved her and how sorry I am!
Finally, and as important, I have struggled with salvation issues. I do now know and Believe I am saved but I worry with the way this world is going would I be strong and stand for the Lord even in the face of persecution. We can't say this coukdnt happen it's already happening around the world.
Okay, this is where I am today feeling extreme emotions of sadness and that I might really have a breakdown if the Lord doesn't intervene. Please forgive me for my continual issues.

You need to realise that life is no longer about you. You are not what you think and not what you feel. Suppose you had to walk to the bank with a suitcase full of cash in order to deposit it - every day. A man saw you do this and began to follow you. Anyone would be nervous if that happened. Now suppose you told your boss. He orders you a tank. Instead of walking, you are safe inside an indestructible vehicle. Would you quit worrying? I think so. Now you need to see yourself inside Jesus. And you need to see Jesus inside of you. Would you get outside of the tank and try to push it to the bank? Of course not. They weigh about 60 tons. You'd let the tank do the work. Quit trying to carry your "60 tons" of worry, fear and grief. See yourself as you really are, in Christ. (Colossians 3:3, one of my favourite verses). See also that Christ is in you. (Colossians 1:27). This reality, not a concept. The cross of Christ is your cross too. (Galatians 2:20).

We all need to make God's word the absolute authority in our lives. If we go by thoughts and feeling, we are easy meat for Satan (1 Peter 5:8). Doubt your doubts. Cast your care on Jesus. Every time a thought comes that argues against God's word, confess the truth instead. This is a battle for your soul. You have to fight. You have the victory already, but you have to claim it. You will have to declare the truth (the sword of the Spirit) until the devil quits harassing you. This may take some time.

Quit worrying about tomorrow. I had a debilitating condition that made my life miserable. I said to Jesus, I can't take this for the rest of my life. He said, "You don't have to. Forget what lies behind. Don't think about tomorrow. All you have to do is get through this day". I did just that. A few weeks later, I found out that there was a procedure that would resolve the problem. I was a very happy man and I signed up for it immediately.

You will one day look back and marvel at the grace and power of God to keep you in spite everything you are going through. Be assured that many have gone through similar trials and come through. That includes me.

 

[Hui1]

I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people.
As I have mentioned several times, I was caregiver for my Mother before she died. I didn't know her death would be as eminent as it was. I loved her so much but as her caregiver I feel.like zlI was very impatient at times. Not due to the fact I didn't want to do it but due to the fact, I guess, that Ivwas scared or unsure about what things to do. I was nervous about them, expecting too much of Mom and me. Perhaps out of dear letting sone things go, not pushing harder to help or pushing too hard and just letting her enjoy life the way she wanted. Now, she's gone and I cant make it up. I wish I could undo my impatience. I wish she could tell me she knew how much I loved her!!! I called so many people/ wrote so many people about my Mother's healing. I really believed a miracle was coming! I know she is in Heaven now so she did get her miracle but the loneliness is unbearable and I miss her so much and I wish I could tell her how much I loved her and how sorry I am!
Finally, and as important, I have struggled with salvation issues. I do now know and Believe I am saved but I worry with the way this world is going would I be strong and stand for the Lord even in the face of persecution. We can't say this coukdnt happen it's already happening around the world.
Okay, this is where I am today feeling extreme emotions of sadness and that I might really have a breakdown if the Lord doesn't intervene. Please forgive me for my continual issues.

I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people.
As I have mentioned several times, I was caregiver for my Mother before she died. I didn't know her death would be as eminent as it was. I loved her so much but as her caregiver I feel.like zlI was very impatient at times. Not due to the fact I didn't want to do it but due to the fact, I guess, that Ivwas scared or unsure about what things to do. I was nervous about them, expecting too much of Mom and me. Perhaps out of dear letting sone things go, not pushing harder to help or pushing too hard and just letting her enjoy life the way she wanted. Now, she's gone and I cant make it up. I wish I could undo my impatience. I wish she could tell me she knew how much I loved her!!! I called so many people/ wrote so many people about my Mother's healing. I really believed a miracle was coming! I know she is in Heaven now so she did get her miracle but the loneliness is unbearable and I miss her so much and I wish I could tell her how much I loved her and how sorry I am!
Finally, and as important, I have struggled with salvation issues. I do now know and Believe I am saved but I worry with the way this world is going would I be strong and stand for the Lord even in the face of persecution. We can't say this coukdnt happen it's already happening around the world.
Okay, this is where I am today feeling extreme emotions of sadness and that I might really have a breakdown if the Lord doesn't intervene. Please forgive me for my continual issues.

Hi,shoshie,nice to meet you here. After reading your post, I know you are very lonely now.Especially if you love your mother very much.And your motherLeaving you, so you miss him very much, which makes me veryCompassion also shows concern for you.I know you must be mom's boy or mom's girl.!This shows that you are a very obedient and filial child.In other words, you are a kind, gentle, sensitive and careful person.So I think you should be a good friend and a comparison.reliableloyal court officialThoughtful and loving friends.Of course, I know that you are in a difficult situation.Your faith is shaking, too. You can't feel God.You can't feel your intimate relationship with God around you.So it makes you very painful and anxious.Very upset.But you have to understand one thing.There is no doubt that God loves you forever.Never change his love, never give up.She loves you to the end.He is always there waiting for you to turn to him and come to him.Make up with him.Love him and follow him, but this must be done through Jesus Christ.Of course, I am also a Christian. Although I am not a very mature Christian, I can still try my best to help you give a little.Comfort and encouragement for you.You don't have to worry that God doesn't love you. God will always love you, but you just need to get close to him and turn to him.Come to him, pray to him, pray to him.I believe in God.once againAccept you and love you, no matter what kind of crime you have committed, you just need to repent and confess to him.Really.I believe that God will forgive you for all your transgressions.canAccept you again, love you and tolerate you.What he wants is a repentant heart.and.Love his heart.Of course, I am also a Christian.I sometimes feel depressed and weak, and I will not pray for many days.But I will suddenlyWake up the holy spirit and tell me that I want to turn back to God's arms and come before God. I can't go on like this.This is our repentance.I believe you can do the same.If you really can't find this feeling of intimacy with God, I want to give you a suggestion.You keep singing and praising God, and you keep praising him until God.To comfort your heart, I have tried this method, which is very effective. You can try it.We are all brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ, and we are not single individuals.We need common comfort and help.We must unite, help each other and make progress together.I know that the road to the cross is very difficult and difficult, and it is easy to fall down if you are not careful.Even standing can't stand.That's why we need it.Help and comfort from brothers and sisters.Now my comfort to you is,Don't be discouraged.Don't lose heart.Do not give up on yourself.Don't trust anyoneThe wrong feeling.As long as you believe in God and love you, he will always love you and he will never leave you.All you have to do is come to him and confess to him and repent.Admit all your sins to him and pray for your true inner requirements.Pray for God's love to come to you.You can also pray for love, care and help from Jesus Christ.And compassion.Because of Jesus Christ, he loves us and has pity on each of us.Finally, may my GodHis mercy and grace are with you.May God's love accompany you.Dear sister or brother, if you need comfort and chat,You can contact me.I can send private messages now.If you believe me, I am also a good comforter.I am also very lovely and patient.Maybe we can be good Christian sisters or friends, if you like,!I hope there is no mistake in my translation software, and it won't make me say anything.Feel embarrassed.The first time I left so many messages, maybe God moved me to see your post.I seldom leave so many messages.I wish you were a Christian sister, so that we can become good friends.Lve you!😊

 

[crmvet]

Psalm 18:28

 

[Bingo]

Dear heavenly Father, we come before You today because we know know You are a God of mercy and
grace, and we trust that You can heal the wounds of the past and present. Help us to forgive our selves,
as we believe You have already forgiven us. Grant us the serenity and strength to release any burdens
of guilt and to find acceptance in Your everlasting mercy, grace, and love. Help us to remember those
things which honour the memory of our dearly departed ones by living a life that reflects the love and
compassion they taught us. We pray now especially for the healing of Shoshie's heart, and for her ability
to move forward with a renewed sense of purpose, peace, and direction. I offer this prayer in Jesus' name. Amen.

'Amen'

 

[CalledByChrist]

I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people.
As I have mentioned several times, I was caregiver for my Mother before she died. I didn't know her death would be as eminent as it was. I loved her so much but as her caregiver I feel.like zlI was very impatient at times. Not due to the fact I didn't want to do it but due to the fact, I guess, that Ivwas scared or unsure about what things to do. I was nervous about them, expecting too much of Mom and me. Perhaps out of dear letting sone things go, not pushing harder to help or pushing too hard and just letting her enjoy life the way she wanted. Now, she's gone and I cant make it up. I wish I could undo my impatience. I wish she could tell me she knew how much I loved her!!! I called so many people/ wrote so many people about my Mother's healing. I really believed a miracle was coming! I know she is in Heaven now so she did get her miracle but the loneliness is unbearable and I miss her so much and I wish I could tell her how much I loved her and how sorry I am!
Finally, and as important, I have struggled with salvation issues. I do now know and Believe I am saved but I worry with the way this world is going would I be strong and stand for the Lord even in the face of persecution. We can't say this coukdnt happen it's already happening around the world.
Okay, this is where I am today feeling extreme emotions of sadness and that I might really have a breakdown if the Lord doesn't intervene. Please forgive me for my continual issues.

You loved your Mother dearly, the LORD knows. And since you know she is in Heaven, with the LORD don't you also realise that she knows that you love her so very much? Don't worry. You were there for your Mother when she needed you most, you helped with love. Your impatience was just stress from her being unwell, it was not due to a lack of love but the opposite! Your love for your Mother showed in your anger/anxiety/stress.

Think, if you had been indifferent to her condition, then it would be evident that you did not care. But that is not you! So don't worry, be happy!

You cared very much, you loved dearly, now rest. You cannot undo yesterday, but you can be present in the now. Accept that you loved your Mother and she loved you. She called you her caregiver, she trusted in you, she loved you.