I understand. We also have had trouble finding new friends, and our old friends and relatives have either died or live far away.
I encourage you to have the mind of Paul expressed in Philippians 3 & 4:
TOP #191: Christians should behave in accordance with what they have learned as they continue to learn God’s will/word. [Phil. 3:15-17] Paul cites himself as an example. Those who habitually sin indicate that their profession of Christ is false (cf. TOP #167 & 211).
TOP #192: Gentleness should be evident to all. [Phil. 4:5] This brief command is a fruit of the Spirit cited in GL 5:23 and is also found in 1Pet. 3:15.
TOP #193: Do not be anxious about anything, but instead pray to God. [Phil. 4:6-7] This is similar to TOJ #41: Do not worry.
TOP #194: Focus on the positive and put it into practice. [Phil. 4:8-9] As a song from the 1940s said, “Accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative…”. BTW, do you enjoy listening to good/beautiful/edifying music?
TOP #195: Learn to be content whatever the circumstances. [Phil. 4:11-13] God will enable believers to endure anything.
LIC, GWH