The Blessed Hope of the Church is the Resurrection/Rapture. Not fiery judgments from Heaven at the Second Coming! Those two are Rapture verses misunderstood, misapplied, and mistaken for something far removed from the Rapture.
This is what it's like when you rely on dead religion and doctrines of man. You can't see because you are not looking for
Jesus and HIS GLORY. You are focussed on your own glory. When can I be "raptured"? Pretrib is a doctrine of entitlement.
The "rapture" is not the focus of prophecy. It's simply one element in the process of the return of Jesus.
You are marked with the blood of the lamb & sealed. You aren't marked for fiery Judgements.