I must be having a bout of personal growth or something. Recently, I have found myself wanting to reply to threads here at CC, and I'll type them out...and then I delete them and exit the thread. It's the realization that I have nothing nice to say about, well, anything...and the realization that everyone around here already knows that about me so I choose not to keep waving that banner in everyone's face. I'll never be a happy person, or a positive person, but I guess I don't need to keep driving that point home.
"Never" is a long time. Who but God knows how you will grow and develop in His will over the next five years, and the rest of your life?
Friendly suggestion: don't limit God by saying "never".
Just a thought.