Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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JesusChica1991 said:
Let me interrupt this thread to say Tintin's new avatar is adorable! *sheds a tear of adoration* Arlene, you lucky gal ;)
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Thanks so much, brothers and sisters! And I'm a seriously luck guy! We're both very, very blessed to have each other. :)
 
Sooo.
I got baptized today.
Woooooooo.


I feel like things are definitely looking up, but they are very uncertain.
eek! :) :/ :D
 
Sooo...once I feel better this week, I've decided it's time I go shopping for some new clothing. Not a whole bunch. Just a nice pair or two of jeans and some nice shirts and maybe some jackets to go with them. HOPEFULLY I can do that without breaking the bank. -_-
 
4.5+ hrs later she tells me she is smiling, but that she doesn't take compliments well.
<finally lets out held breath>
 
That moment when you want to tell a family member to stop pestering you, but you don't know how without alienating her. And yet, and the same time, she's starting to alienate you.
 
I once went to a self-help group, and as soon as I walked in, a gentleman said to me "Can I help you?" And I said "Your not very good at this", and I left.
 
dear Descyple I understand how you feel, but remember as you are imperfect as human so that man was. We have to be humble with the help of Jesus, we have to be patient too. If you like to go back to that group and share your faith in Jesus, remember that being a christian means to read the Bible, to pray and to walk away from evil Proverbs 1:7
 
I thought this time was different. I thought I could fix the things about you I didn't like. I was wrong. What a cliche.

Your words have caused me so much pain. I was insane to think you had forgotten about the others. There are always others with you, isn't there? How do you think it makes me feel to see you, with her? What makes me so hard to love, to hold? I'm useless, unwanted, a second choice. Why does my heart blind my eyes and stifle my growth? I want to move far, far away. What stops me is how much I would miss you. I crave your arms around me, your scent. Resentful. Regret. Passion. Taboo. How can I resent the same person who ignites such a yearning, a fire deep within my soul? I've lowered my standards, my values for you. I've done simply all I could to help you stay content with me, ease the restlessness you feel. Stay here, just a few more minutes. Just a moment longer. I promise, it'll get better. I'll be better. A little more time, and I'll be everything you've ever wanted. That's not fair to me, but we're talking about you. Always, talking about you. I deserve better. I've been offered better. I still find myself digging through the trash. Nothing will make this alright. You pretend to care, to listen. Honey, I know you're no good- but I love you.
 
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