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Jullianna
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We're gonna need a bigger pool
Nor should you have to. I am sorry you have been treated this way. I am praying that you are able to find rest in the Lord right now, that you do not allow people or circumstances drain you and rob you of your joy, and that your strength be renewed.I understand that some folks have bad days. But here's the thing: We all do. And some days I just don't feel like serving as someone's personal punching bag.
Okay, I'll try not to. It's just I can be a somewhat open person except for when it comes to how I feel deep down...sometimes if people really wanna know something like how my day went or how I'm doing they'd have to force it outta me. So when I do it willingly, it's kind of nerve-racking. Like wondering what will people think. Will they not trust what I say now? Will they think about asking twice on how I'm doing? But I'm probably being slightly ridiculous.
God alone is constant. All else is temporary or in flux. All else can and will fail you.
Also - Mom's biopsy is tomorrow morning. I'm not sure when we'll get the results.
That moment when you take someone's suggestion, follow their lead and live to regret it.
That moment when you do something you probably shouldn't have to see whether you were right about someone, and are genuinely disappointed to find that you were.
Stress does such strange things to people. For me, it's often a low-grade fever that makes me feel crappy for days and has no other purpose. What is it trying to burn out of my body? Can fever burn out stress? Somehow I think not.![]()
I understand that some folks have bad days. But here's the thing: We all do. And some days I just don't feel like serving as someone's personal punching bag.
Wow....I just got up (for a good reason, buuut...I usually don't let getting up this late). Mom and dad left nearly 2 hours ago. I hope everything goes well...
Also, I feel worn out. While I've barely done anything it feels like it was almost too much. It's weird. Hopefully tomorrow I feel better.