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I just sneezed on my hand.... Eww...
I wonder if Jesus ever sneezed on his hand by accident and thought it was gross....
New hair cut... Hello bangs! Do I look old yet?
Geee, you always get the good stuff. We only go 2 inches with a high of 10f today
Last week I had a predictable work schedule, now I go into work not knowing who I will be working with.
Last week I did not have to deal with compliments both at my worksite and at a musical gig which I was not comfortable receiving.
Last week, I was not reunited with an old friend who may or may want to do more than resume our friendship...and I was also not wondering what I want.
Last week, I had all the answers.
Can't sleep. Mind is racing. I want to do this charitable anonymous thing- has to be anonymous utmost. But it's the anonymity that makes me feel ashamed, like a coward. It is needed but I think it would be more meaningful if the person didn't know it was me- no strings attached, no underlying motive then just to give because I know it is needed and I wanted to bless them. Can't seem to shake off this cowardly feeling.
Should I make my cake tonight, or tomorrow....hmmm....I think I'll wait till tomorrow.I think I'm glad that 16 is over. Everyone says 17 stinks....but honestly, I'll be starting adulthood a year early, graduating and stuff.
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Should I make my cake tonight, or tomorrow....hmmm....I think I'll wait till tomorrow.I think I'm glad that 16 is over. Everyone says 17 stinks....but honestly, I'll be starting adulthood a year early, graduating and stuff.
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Thanks for the birthday wishes, everyone.So far, so good!! Banana bread tastes really good, though it is on the heavy side. Next time I'll put it more eggs.
School got cancelled for me today. But I gotta work on an essay for (up to) a 4,000 dollar scholarship. Today's actually the deadline, but I thought that it sounded like an essay I could do.
Happy birthday!!! You could always write about your banana bread incident
Race against time. Never done it before. Not a fan of it. My 40 hours plus taking extra hours will not be enough to dig me out of this hole. How sucky is that? I am such a combination of exhausted,depressed,hopeless,angry & freaked out on a daily basis.
It's a miracle when I am at work that I can fake being so upbeat & helpful...cheery sounding & interested in my customers.
Money isn't everything. The person who coined that phrase obviously wasn't nearly 3K in debt to his landlord & facing eviction in the coming weeks.
No job prospects of any kind...no way to even save up enough money to go on the run...life really kinda sorta sucks right now. It's an amazing feeling as well to have not one single person in your life that you can see face to face,go to their home & just sit & talk with...no friends...all your family is dead...and you have pretty much no one in your life but a creator whom you never feel as though is there.
Yeah I know. Other people have it worse than me. True. But this is streams...introspection...my selfishness,and I suppose if I'm too negative sounding today,then you don't have to come to this thread & read it.
Give me a few hours..I'll be back to my normal silly self to entertain you. I am thinking that was possibly the only purpose as to why I was spewed forth into the world anyways,my entertainment value. Ron Burgundy... look out!
Jesus - fully God and fully man, so I would think so. You have captured a very human Jesus in your ponderings. I like how your mind works.![]()