Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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I only have six months left of my twenties.

I don't normally care about age, but then...I've never been quite so close to such a big number before, either. And it's not even all that big. Yet the closer I get, the more intimidating it looks. This whole getting older thing...man, I dunno. I think I want a refund.

I'll be 45 in two weeks. I have to say the older I get the more mellow and happier I am.
 
My Son was playing a Spiderman video game today. I have to say the graphics on those games are amazing. We had an Atari back in the day, what a change.
They really are! I don't game anymore, but I can appreciate the time and energy that goes into producing so much detail.

crysis3art_04.jpg


I think PopClick is in one of those buildings, caressing a shabby corn husk doll ("my prrreciousss") as she ponders her empire from one of the top floors. :p
 
They really are! I don't game anymore, but I can appreciate the time and energy that goes into producing so much detail.

crysis3art_04.jpg


I think PopClick is in one of those buildings, caressing a shabby corn husk doll ("my prrreciousss") as she ponders her empire from one of the top floors. :p
Lol, if I'm playing that map, I am definitely on one of the top floors of one of the buildings, but I'm holding a gauss rifle instead of a doll. :p
 
The person I love just married someone, they were only together for a month. Now I just feel like there's something wrong with me...
 
The person I love just married someone, they were only together for a month. Now I just feel like there's something wrong with me...
Sis, there's something wrong with THEM for getting married that quickly. It just shows that he's going to make snap decisions on very important things, and therefore he's not ready to get married. Be glad you dodged a bullet by skipping this guy ...


I know it still hurts, though :(. *hugs Shawn*
 
The person I love just married someone, they were only together for a month. Now I just feel like there's something wrong with me...

*hugs* there's nothing wrong with you. it doesn't make sense now, but God is protecting you. keep your eyes on Him, and one day soon, it will all make sense.
 
The person I love just married someone, they were only together for a month. Now I just feel like there's something wrong with me...
That must have hurt, Shawn. While each and every one of us has "something wrong" with us, I have no doubt that you're a lovely person. :)
 
The person I love just married someone, they were only together for a month. Now I just feel like there's something wrong with me...

I have had these exact feelings before, and I can promise you that it's not true. It's a lie that Satan wants you to believe. You've got to believe in your worth apart from what anyone else thinks of you, and then know that it's 100% possible for someone to love you as you are. Just keep reminding yourself of that truth, Shawn.
 
Sooo, God is good to me.
Especially when I am a doofus..

At work the other day I ended up dropping my phone in the sink and it doesn't work anymore,
but the good news is this...My dad went to at&t today and it turns out that I had a warranty on it.
Soo yeah. That means new phone of old phone...Yay.

I should go on a fast or something soon.
That would solve stuff.
I need to relate back to God when it comes to the renewing of my mind and to just to feel that Holy Spirit working within my soul, the overflow of his work is the only thing that's going to get things done.
 
Lol, if I'm playing that map, I am definitely on one of the top floors of one of the buildings, but I'm holding a gauss rifle instead of a doll. :p

You are very confusing, Pop. Are you a flower or a sniper?

Looks can be very deceiving, I guess. :rolleyes:
 
today's accomplishments so far: took shower, put on my last Fentanyl pain patch, brushed hair into ponytail, ate breakfast and put on jammies.. :) Not used to being vertical again yet, after having lain horizontal in bed for the last few months.. the slightest exertion tuckers me out. However, I can move and get out of bed, and for this I am eternally grateful. I had to venture outside yesterday to check my mail. It went ok until a jogger ran past me the opposite way and nearly sent me sprawling on the ground. :( I cannot wait for spring to arrive and all this evil snow to melt!!

Feeling a little rebellious today, wanting to do this my way, run marathons instead of taking baby steps.. but my OT nurse comes today so I have to behave..slow and steady will win me this race to regain my health.. :) I feel good and I am blessed. :)
 
today's accomplishments so far: took shower, put on my last Fentanyl pain patch, brushed hair into ponytail, ate breakfast and put on jammies.. :) Not used to being vertical again yet, after having lain horizontal in bed for the last few months.. the slightest exertion tuckers me out. However, I can move and get out of bed, and for this I am eternally grateful. I had to venture outside yesterday to check my mail. It went ok until a jogger ran past me the opposite way and nearly sent me sprawling on the ground. :( I cannot wait for spring to arrive and all this evil snow to melt!!

Feeling a little rebellious today, wanting to do this my way, run marathons instead of taking baby steps.. but my OT nurse comes today so I have to behave..slow and steady will win me this race to regain my health.. :) I feel good and I am blessed. :)

Ooooohhh!

That room smells good. I used to think cats were reluctant to showers but, with a pony tail, I have a better picture of you.

May I daydream of such a Valentine? (I´ve done it in secrecy)

:)
 
i admit i have a difficult time seeing myself as others see me. i don't receive compliments very well.

the struggle is real :)

As blind as I am, I see a nice-looking young lady. I know nothing about your heart and it´s probable you and your heart could be misunderstood, missed or ignore (that´s the trend on real life and in this virtuality).

I learned to look at myself as I am (as I think as I am) and paid to little attention at how people want me to see me (1) and I´m aware I´m invisible at the way I am, particularly when they want me to think their way (2).

When I was new on this block, several persons asked me to have a "Christian" avatar, these unknown ones dared to think for me, tried to think for me, and also wanted me to be labeled the way they were (the way they think they are) and I´m sure you are as transparent as those glasees you were, you are not like that black blouse your picture wear and, my words are nothing, not even a compliment or a censorship, just my vague ideas of what I felt when writing and thinking about a young lady on CC.

The real answers are deep inside you, your likes and fears. ;)
 
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