^^^ Holy Cow.
When I first saw all those blocks of color pop up from Chandler's schedule... I thought it was some kind of global weather map.
I wish you and Ronnie the best but I pray neither one of you burn out. I used to have a schedule like that a long time ago: full-time class load, 2-3 jobs, church and church classes/work.
When I was finally able to cut it down to no school and only one full-time job, I literally felt as if I'd retired!!! I pray you both will stay happy and healthy no matter what gets thrown at you. And, feel free to tell people NO now and then in order to have time for yourself!
Today is proof that Resurrection Power still exists. I had a Vinca plant I thought had crossed over into the Plant Afterlife long ago but I kept trying... and today it has 3 brand-new flowers, the first flowers its had at all in a month!!! (Let's just not talk about the two others sitting on my counter that really DIDN'T make it... and will have to be buried later today.)
I don't think I have EVER seen a allergy season so bad as this one is around here. NEVER in my life have I ever seen it this bloody bad. pollen counts have been "red/extreme" all spring, all summer, and looks like it will be "red" all fall. Seriously its so bloody bad I want all this crap to just DIE. every bit of it. id be bloody happy if my area just turned into a barren desert.
Then we get into the stupid weather.. where it ether rains for days on end. or the rare day it don't rain the temps are high 80s low 90s with dew points 75+
eating a bullet would be better off then putting up with this pollen and weather crap.
I don't think I have EVER seen a allergy season so bad as this one is around here. NEVER in my life have I ever seen it this bloody bad. pollen counts have been "red/extreme" all spring, all summer, and looks like it will be "red" all fall. Seriously its so bloody bad I want all this crap to just DIE. every bit of it. id be bloody happy if my area just turned into a barren desert.
Then we get into the stupid weather.. where it ether rains for days on end. or the rare day it don't rain the temps are high 80s low 90s with dew points 75+
eating a bullet would be better off then putting up with this pollen and weather crap.
Today was a good day at work. Got to know my fellow trainees better and we had a good time. One of them is a Christian I believe. It felt encouraging, she is so sweet.
Then later tonight I just got hit with sadness. Couldn't put my finger on it. I took a walk down my street hoping it would help. I wasn't sure whether I should or not, considering it was dark and I was by myself but I didn't wear my headphones so I could be aware of my surroundings. I am back now and I don't even remember what I thought about. Just sort of walked while my mind jumbled around and it didn't seem to help. I think I'm just exhausted. I travel a few hours away tomorrow to visit friends with my roommate, for the three day weekend due to Labor Day. I hope to get some rest then.
Thank you for the compliments on my song. I take them to heart.