Morning everyone.... I don't mean to be so whiny lately... or sound like I'm an immature little brat. And I know we all have things going on in our lives and no one really knows what we are personally dealing with. And I know, I don't owe anyone any explanations, but here lately the past few weeks... I myself have been hit with some trials that I am desperately trying to overcome. It's been a real battle to defeat the enemy and get back on my feet when everyone and or everything around me is falling apart. I myself fall apart more times than I care to admit. I may only be 28 (to some that's young) but believe me when I say, I have dealt with more than my fair share since I was a teenager. I am STILL dealing with stuff that I dealt with when I was young... and It's not easy to overcome those things.
In short and not too bore everyone half to death, I want to apologize to anyone I may have offended, or hurt... or even felt slightly ignored by me. No one deserves to be treated like dirt, or to be treated like they are nothing when they are someone very special in the eyes of the Lord. I have a big caring heart, and I care and love for others, but when I myself am being beaten by the enemy... or going through some trials... I have a bad habit of turning into a very selfish person, I am not proud of this, but I've noticed my actions and what I say lately.. I am NOT who God wants me to be. But when you go through stuff, it just happens, like you don't even KNOW you do it really till its too late sometimes. I know this isnt the place to get real personal, but I know this isn't who I am, like my signature says... I really am lost and trying to find my way back home...