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[[SIZE=+1][SIZE=+2]Oh yeah! [SIZE=+1]Praise ye the Lord! Can our Father be anything but pleased when one of His adopted children says a public and eternal YES to our Lord Jesus Christ. Brother, I hemmed and hawwed about it, but now in hindsight, I don't know why I didn't leap for joy at the first opportunity to make this public declaration to identify with our Saviour Jesus! A little misunderstanding, a little fear I guess. It's a done deal now, I can't change the circumstances or my weak attitude, but I now know better, (thank you, Lord for your long-suffering towards me). Prayers for you, brother, to keep you faith-filled and protected from anything that would try to interrupt you thru Sunday, and then joy-filled that whole day as you and Jesus 'Celebrate your Eternal Recovery' together.[/SIZE][/SIZE]So, I realized I've been holding onto some stuff, and honestly I don't really know why. It seems like I have been slowly going back to how I used to be. I've realized that when you're in CR and a step study, things sometimes get worse before it gets better. It's like an infected tooth that needs to be yanked. Yeah, it's gonna hurt. A lot. But it needs to hurt. A lot. In order for it to get better... Tonight at church was the one year anniversary of the sinlges group, and seeing some pictures were baptisms.. I decided tonight that it's time for me to get baptized finally, and I plan on Sunday after second service.. It's time for this infected tooth to go away.
