Hey Sarahm777 really like what you just said. I feel I understand Jesus pretty good but would like to understand him and his ministry better!!! Maybe you can help. Why did did Jesus have 4 or 5 of his disciples, his 2 brothers,Paul and the rest write about his ministry and not write about it himself at all. The obvious answer is crediblity. 2 more answers that I find impossible to except would be that he didn't have time and could not read or write himself. I'm looking for the not so obvious reason. A reason that was hidden from his enemies. He did have many.
This really belongs on another thread. There are others that may or may not have the answers your looking for. The only answer I can give you is that this is the way God chose it to be.