I grew up knowing church and religion. There were times in my life that I seen things in the church in my younger years that didn't add up. When I left the church at the age of 18 I went down a dark path. I started drinking, smoking, drugs , having pre marital sex, stealing, etc. I made those choices to be involved in those things. I was so angry that I saw that people who called themselves Christians were so hypocritical. Only talking and acting good when at church. Then I would see them out doing all the things I was doing as a person not going to church. I spent a lot of years being mad. What changed for me is the lost I had in my life family members dying, my first partner dying, me almost dying a couple times, becoming a single mom. I stuffed my emotions down. Everyone kept saying how strong I was when inside I was hurting, angry, bitter, sad, and resentful. It got so bad for me I end up in therapy. For two years I did therapy my mindset began to change. I started to ask myself about God did I really believe there was one? I sat with this question for a long time. I was scrolling through Tok Tok and this pastor kept popping up on my scroll at first I was oooh no not gonna listen to it. I heard it before. But God wasn't giving up on me. About three months ago I prayed to Almighty God for the first time in a long time and not just I want kinda prayer either. A God I am a sinner please come in my heart. Purify my heart. Create in me a new heart.
I was lost and now I am found was blind but now I see.
Spiritual warfare started to happen the enemy was so mad. I cried out the Blood of Jesus Christ I felt this darkness fall away from me.
As I went back to my job the next day I witnessed the evil spirits . I saw peoples faces change from a regular face to a evil spirit show under their skin.
I wanted to cry for these people so lost in the spirit. I pray for the city I live in and the city I work in every day.
Spiritual Warfare is real I witness it every day at work. I see it at the churches we go to we have become so complacent to the things happening around us.
We don't want to hear the message. We don't want to read our Bible daily or pray daily.
To come closer to God is to read his word and pray and worship him daily.
I take the time I drive to work to listen to a sermon. Then worship music at work then praying in my mind as I do my work.
I make mistakes sure all I can do is trust in God and let him work in my life.
Trust doesn't come easy but as I think about how things would be if God wasn't with me through all the bad things I done in my life I would not be here today. God saved my life more times then I am probably aware of.
I was lost and now I am found was blind but now I see.
Spiritual warfare started to happen the enemy was so mad. I cried out the Blood of Jesus Christ I felt this darkness fall away from me.
As I went back to my job the next day I witnessed the evil spirits . I saw peoples faces change from a regular face to a evil spirit show under their skin.
I wanted to cry for these people so lost in the spirit. I pray for the city I live in and the city I work in every day.
Spiritual Warfare is real I witness it every day at work. I see it at the churches we go to we have become so complacent to the things happening around us.
We don't want to hear the message. We don't want to read our Bible daily or pray daily.
To come closer to God is to read his word and pray and worship him daily.
I take the time I drive to work to listen to a sermon. Then worship music at work then praying in my mind as I do my work.
I make mistakes sure all I can do is trust in God and let him work in my life.
Trust doesn't come easy but as I think about how things would be if God wasn't with me through all the bad things I done in my life I would not be here today. God saved my life more times then I am probably aware of.