sad, probably depressed *chuckle

  • Thread starter Thread starter trueimage15
  • Start date Start date
  • Christian Chat is a moderated online Christian community allowing Christians around the world to fellowship with each other in real time chat via webcam, voice, and text, with the Christian Chat app. You can also start or participate in a Bible-based discussion here in the Christian Chat Forums, where members can also share with each other their own videos, pictures, or favorite Christian music.

    If you are a Christian and need encouragement and fellowship, we're here for you! If you are not a Christian but interested in knowing more about Jesus our Lord, you're also welcome! Want to know what the Bible says, and how you can apply it to your life? Join us!

    To make new Christian friends now around the world, click here to join Christian Chat.
T

trueimage15

Guest
hi im making this thread for support and advice because i reeaally need it right now and have been holding my feelings inside only to let them slip out a few times. this time is different though because my mom told my aunt about me not doing the dishes and kept stressing that i was a CHILD which i am but her way of saying made me feel worthless. on top of that she nor anyone else in my family matters about how i feel as long as i dont show it. im fifteen and can only take it for so long. heres the prob
I cant tell my mom my feelings because she will tell the rest of the family and church friends and my aunt will most likely smack me, however i don't think it matters because my mom won't care and will only say that it is what she wants. it doesnt matter that my stepdad to be slept over our house the first time we met him or that theyre now planning a wedding after less than three weeks of"dating". my feelings dont matter, no one cares. i feel as though im a puppet that must conform to their wishes and ways and totally forget myself and emotions. i shared my biggest, traumatic secret to someone i loved and trusted and because of this situation it didnt matter because i'll get over it. i trusted my ex- best friend now with something and she told her mom who told my mom and i got in trouble. i can't even go to my church leaders because they might betray me and tell her too. i am so sad and heartbroken and gosh i dont even know if inside of me or just an empty body going throughout life. im struggling so hard to stay in gods word and have faith in him but i dont know how to fully forgive someone or cast my burdens on him and i dont know how i know ive even done it. please please please help me brothers and sisters, i dont want to live my fifteenth year like this at all.
 
Look like your in a tough bind. I don't think it's appropriate for me to give you advice but I'll listen if you want to share. Hope you feel better.
 
Well, in our trouble we go to God first because He cares more than anyone. But this is something maybe between relationship. God knows everything, and would walk with us side by side. Forgiving is hard, but God fixes broken puzzles. This is like a maze you might be going through but God might be the maze maker for you to learn and grow. I will give you one good advise that you might of heard before, try to have faith in Christ and you will find an end of that misery I believe.
 
I like C4WG signature scripture:


Psalm 55:22, Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.

there were points in my life that the only person I could trust was God. I didn't even trust myself. therefore perhaps you should try praying and asking God for His help in your life.

I will pray with you now, remember you are not alone and God loves you unconditionally. He wants you to turn from your sins and accept Him as Lord and Savior and then He will send the Holy Spirit to teach, guide and comfort you.

Dear Heavenly Father: we come before your throne of grace tonight for all the lost and yearning souls. We ask you touch their lives and show them any unrepentant sin and bring them into a knowledge of You Lord. Jesus we ask for your healing and comfort. though we may not have the answer or the wrods, we have faith that you do and that You will keep us in your loving embrace. Lord we pray for Trueimage and her family especially her mother to be touched and shown the harm her words of gossip cause in the life of others. Lord lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.
In Jesus name we pray, amen.
 
trueimage15 said:
hi im making this thread for support and advice because i reeaally need it right now and have been holding my feelings inside only to let them slip out a few times. this time is different though because my mom told my aunt about me not doing the dishes and kept stressing that i was a CHILD which i am but her way of saying made me feel worthless. on top of that she nor anyone else in my family matters about how i feel as long as i dont show it. im fifteen and can only take it for so long. heres the prob
I cant tell my mom my feelings because she will tell the rest of the family and church friends and my aunt will most likely smack me, however i don't think it matters because my mom won't care and will only say that it is what she wants. it doesnt matter that my stepdad to be slept over our house the first time we met him or that theyre now planning a wedding after less than three weeks of"dating". my feelings dont matter, no one cares. i feel as though im a puppet that must conform to their wishes and ways and totally forget myself and emotions. i shared my biggest, traumatic secret to someone i loved and trusted and because of this situation it didnt matter because i'll get over it. i trusted my ex- best friend now with something and she told her mom who told my mom and i got in trouble. i can't even go to my church leaders because they might betray me and tell her too. i am so sad and heartbroken and gosh i dont even know if inside of me or just an empty body going throughout life. im struggling so hard to stay in gods word and have faith in him but i dont know how to fully forgive someone or cast my burdens on him and i dont know how i know ive even done it. please please please help me brothers and sisters, i dont want to live my fifteenth year like this at all.
Click to expand...

I will pray for you and hope that you will continue to have faith and pray too. I wish I had some advice to give but I can't think of any right now. God bless you and know that Jesus is always with you and hears your prayers.
 
trueimage15 said:
hi im making this thread for support and advice because i reeaally need it right now and have been holding my feelings inside only to let them slip out a few times. this time is different though because my mom told my aunt about me not doing the dishes and kept stressing that i was a CHILD which i am but her way of saying made me feel worthless. on top of that she nor anyone else in my family matters about how i feel as long as i dont show it. im fifteen and can only take it for so long. heres the prob
I cant tell my mom my feelings because she will tell the rest of the family and church friends and my aunt will most likely smack me, however i don't think it matters because my mom won't care and will only say that it is what she wants. it doesnt matter that my stepdad to be slept over our house the first time we met him or that theyre now planning a wedding after less than three weeks of"dating". my feelings dont matter, no one cares. i feel as though im a puppet that must conform to their wishes and ways and totally forget myself and emotions. i shared my biggest, traumatic secret to someone i loved and trusted and because of this situation it didnt matter because i'll get over it. i trusted my ex- best friend now with something and she told her mom who told my mom and i got in trouble. i can't even go to my church leaders because they might betray me and tell her too. i am so sad and heartbroken and gosh i dont even know if inside of me or just an empty body going throughout life. im struggling so hard to stay in gods word and have faith in him but i dont know how to fully forgive someone or cast my burdens on him and i dont know how i know ive even done it. please please please help me brothers and sisters, i dont want to live my fifteenth year like this at all.
Click to expand...

Just always remember that you're not alone. About two years ago I was 15, and it was the very year I began to try to seek after God (it could have been 16 but I don't remember)

You're blessed that you even have family members that go to church...most of the family that I live around aren't even Christian.


But don't ever stop praying to God. Never do that. I made the mistake of thinking I could do it all on my own without Jesus, without even God. But it all came back around, and I found that I either needed to fall into His arms...or never gain Life.



"Jesus told his disciples...that they should always pray and not give up." (Luke 18:1 - You can read about the parable)


Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6-7)



How do you forgive your enemies? By giving any anger up to Jesus. And do you know what that anger will be replaced with?

Love! Joy! Peace! Patience! Kindness! Goodness! Faithfulness! and even Self - Control. (Galatians 5:22-23)



If you ever have trouble praying, like all of us have had and still can have, just ask our Lord that He will help you pray, and that He will fill you with joy for His glory.




Grace and Love
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top Bottom
Back