FACTS are: God has a way of HUMBLING us. ATLEAST ME.
I have been running around all tough, doing everything as close to perfection as possible, staying clear, sticking to the program, running the race, spiritually, physically, mentally, talking DOWN on others like addicts who HAVE NOT MANAGED TO QUIT, I didn't say it outloud, but I was thinking it. LORD KNOWS I was thinking it, I was thinking "Yeah these guys cant quit, I quit, I got strong will power, these guys are soft, they wont stick to the program, they want a day off"
WELL SURPRISE SURPRISE, now I got an INFECTION im dealing with that is PAINFUL and the doctor appointment isnt until 2020 because PUBLIC HEALTHCARE is what it is, and this caused me to BwordIcantusehere out. I missed out on my program, I just wanna LIE DOWN and FALL ASLEEP and NEVER WAKE UP.
Goes to show you EVERY MAN will meet his maker. Is anyone tough reallly? They are until they get hit with something. Everyone has their kryptonite, to some its illness, to some its family problems, to some its a divorce, to some its relationship problems, WHATEVER it might be. I got a feeling that LIFE WILL BREAK YOU DOWN. Maybe im just being EMO for no reason right now, but thats how it feels like and i just wanna VENT
Just take me out please