Gonna open up a little bit here.
I suffer from severe anxiety, it takes effort to get out of bed, it takes effort to run a company of 30 people.
Ensuring they are paid to meet their needs.
When anxiety is at its worst I just want turn lights off and curl up in the corner (which I used to do)
Even as I type this I'm really struggling.
For 27 years this has been my story.
I have the most amazing wife, 4 beautiful kids and all have placed their faith in Jesus and I love them dearly.
I cant give up though and here is where I'm gonna open up.
My anxiety tskes me places I don't want to go to. My thoughts seem to control me. I have dreams of my kids dying, my wife dying, 30 employees on the street cause the business has gone bust.
But I do everything for everyone in my life and I ask Jesus to help me do it. If he didn't I couldn't do it.
I can't seem to shake them off, no matter how much prayer I have prayed.
So my outlet is to have a few beers of an evening, with a smoke.
So given a lot of posts I've read on this thread some would say I'm going to hell.
I would say you are a fellow brother working it out....
I am going to open up here and let the Holy Spirit minister life unto you....I would like you to try something...
I would like you to print the below verses off in any translation that you will keep reading them in. I want you to put them on a piece of paper and carry them with you all over the place. I want you to get a dry erase marker and put them n the mirror in your bathroom...
I want you to personalize the verses the way I have listed them...you are not trying to memorize them, you are going to eat them, meditate on them and read them even while you have a cold one with the smoke. I want you your wife to read them to you and you read them together....remembrance is not as important here as reading and letting the word get planted in your spirit....
Philippians 4.4-9
[SUP]4 [/SUP]I Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! [SUP]5 I [/SUP]Let MY gentle
spirit be known to all men. my Lord is near. [SUP]6 [/SUP]I will not Be anxious for anything, but in everything by my prayers and supplications with thanksgiving, I let my requests be made known to God. [SUP]7 [/SUP]And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard my heart and my mind in Christ Jesus.
[SUP]8 [/SUP]Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, I will dwell on these things. [SUP]9 [/SUP]The things I have learned and received and heard and seen in Christ, I practice these things, and the God of peace will be with me.
Matthew 11.28-30
I Come to you Jesus, I am weary and heavy-laden, and you will give you me rest. [SUP]29 [/SUP]I Take your yoke upon me Jesus and I learn from you, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and I will find rest for my soul. [SUP]30 [/SUP]Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light.”
Colossians 3.15, Psalm 55.22, 2 Thessalonians 3.16, 1 Peter 5.8
I Let the peace of Christ rule in my heart! I Cast my burden upon the Lord and He will sustain me;
He will never allow BILL to be shaken. Now the Lord of peace Himself, will continually grant me peace in every circumstance. I am casting all my anxiety on Jesus, because Jesus cares for Me.
Isaiah 41.10
‘I Do not fear, for God is with me;
I Do not anxiously look about me for you are my God.
You will strengthen me surely you will help me
Surely you will uphold me with your righteous right hand.’
Try this for a while and add any verses you want to along the same theme...
The word of God does not return void, it spiritually prospers and accomplishes what it is sent into!
God bless you man, you got this and so does God...