I believe I understand what you meant by saying this; however, you are trying to "visualize" the Flat Earth model from a Ball Earth model POV - which will not work.
As a remark? Well, one important way to visualize an actual flat Earth model is to download the game Hangman for your Android or iPhone. It gets kind of scary as you inquire into it. I remember studying the alternative math in college and as I found out what it was, I got creeped out. One thing about that particular subculture (alternative math can really be termed occult in a literal sense) is that I personally came to have a lot of enemies. I was reading that deliberately in order to learn it, and it kind of dawned on me after I came to know it that a lot of slimy people had been setting me up and presenting me as someone "in the know" on that topic and causing me legal problems. I dropped them socially, but it is still very freaky to really finally understand what all that is.
