I understand your situation, I don't have any truly Christian friends as well. I'm being home-schooled and I have no true friends I believe, but if you really think about it, what really defines a friend? A lot of people will begin to give their own ideas on who a friends is, but the question is, are they basing their claims on the Bible, the completely truthful, trustworthy, inerrant, infallible Word of God? If not, you can't trust it until you you bring what they say to God's Word. I have much more I could say, and if you are still reading your posts on here, let me know and I can tell you what the Bible says or give you passages of the Bible you can read yourself. I will be praying for you! Let us be together in community in Christ who brings us all together! Not based on what the World says but on what God says in His Word!