Ive never felt as tormented as I do right now! Ive called on many people time and again to pray for me and Im sure they are getting tired of me constantly with the same issues.
I cant seem to get back to where I was with the Lord!!! Im fearful about myvsoul!!! I know Ive repented but Im tormented!!! Im so exhausted!!! I want to sleep. I want to wake up in peace!!!
Please pray for me!!!
I will give you a piece of advice, there is problems in what you say/think. I say this to help, not to accuse.
I AM is a name. You must be cautious of how you use it. Anytime you use it, it must be followed by a quality of His, or else we would know it to be blasphemy, right?
Well, what are His qualities? You can see them perfectly reflected in His Son, the LORD Jesus Christ, who is the perfect image of the invisible GOD. This is why we are called to the LORD Jesus Christ, to know Him, to become like Him.
Exodus 3:14
And God said unto Moses, I AM THAT I AM: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you.
Exodus 20:7
You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God, for the Lord will not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name.
Look at your message, you say "Im", which is of course I AM. Each time you say this, it is followed by a misuse. Lets break it down.
The LORD is not fearful, not about you or your soul, He has you, but you need to realise it. Stop attempting to live in the past or future, they do not exist, all that exists is the now, and if you realise this, then you are present and if you are present then you have a gift. Why? Because you are a child of GOD. He has never ever left you, each time you go looking in the past or the imagined future, you cast your attention away from who is with you. He always has been with you, be still, relax and know He protects you.
If you have accepted Christ your sins are gone. There is no punishment to come, none. Zilch. Nada. You are attempting to punish yourself, please don't. Move on from the past and into the present. Your past life is gone, you died, that old life is gone and hidden in Christ.