Where to begin? If 'dave44' is still keeping tabs on all this fine advice, although seemingly has taken leave, I would like to offer my impression of his dilemma. Having nothing more than the OP, these two examples seems to indicate something lacking for anything requiring comprehension of sound grammar construction. So, even studying online at one's own pace may even be in question?
Not all that many years ago, I too was in like aptitude. Study time was exhausting. Unless I was absorbed in something I thoroughly enjoyed yet knew I needed the knowledge of, oft-times my attention-deficit reduced my endurance to a single paragraph before closing the book or pamphlet. That has given way to chapters consumed nowadays after patient persistence.
If this is at all what 'dave44' is up against, I would suggest as 'JohnDB' did, get your applications out there for the on-the-job-training openings. If transportation isn't likely, I would make myself a regular at the library and possibly explain your needs to the librarian. That's a freebee many seem to miss. Find a spot and reeeeeead and jump on the bank of Library PCs there to fill out applications as well.
God our Savior always, always has our best interest in mind. If in fact, your description of a severe predicament is possibly more than you were able to pen here, I would like to remind you of His care is also in those times as well. God bless you!
After you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace,
who called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself
perfect, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. (1 Peter 5:10)