I'm not exactly sure how to use this site but I'm learning. I have been very depressed. I have been sick and out of work. I went to 2 drs and they said I was just nauseous even though I was throwing up, couldn't breath or keep anything down. Finally I went to the hospital and found out I had pneumonia. I am just terrified I may lose my job after 27 years and its hitting me hard. I cry all the time and feel helpless and useless. I know it's wrong to feel that way but I don't want to lie about it. I am also taking care of my 83 year old mother and can't stand more than 15 minutes cause of severe stenosis and disk problems in my back. Plus I have a growth that they say may be cancer. I don't really want to know if I have cancer. I am at a place of great fear and I don't know what to do. It's not helping me heal crying every day. Thank you for listening and God bless. Hi