I want to commit suicide I feel like commiting suicide

[Natalieg]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

 

[JeremiahsCup]

Why do you want to die just because of make up? You look fine, don't commit suicide, praise Jesus instead.

 

[blue_ladybug]

Your post makes absolutely no sense at all..

 

[Subhumanoidal]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

No one can help if they don't understand what you're saying. Using puncutation and explaining more clearly can help others to help you.

 

[Scribe]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

Google... Adult and Teen Challenge near me. Then call them They will get you help TODAY. Not charge.

 

[Ahwatukee]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

Greetings Natalieg!

This is a sore subject with me, as I have had two people I know commit suicide, both of them non-believers. We are all living in trying times, but the fact is that once our bodies die, our spirits depart from the body and are very much conscious and aware (see the rich man and Lazarus in Luke 16:19-31).

Most people who do not believe in Christ, are under the impression that at the time of death they just cease to exist. However, the word of God does not support this. When a believer in Christ dies, their spirit departs from the body and goes to be in the presence of the Lord (2 Corinthians 5:6-8, Philippians 1:21-21) . When the unbeliever dies, their spirit departs and ends up in Hades where their spirit is conscious and aware and in torment in flame. For those who are not in Christ and who take their own lives, all that they are doing is expediting the commencement of their punishment.

Now for those who are believers in Christ, I have no scripture regarding suicide, but I would not want to take the chance and find out. As believers in Christ, we are to be prepared to be persecuted and even be put to death for the testimony of Jesus and the word of God. Everything and anything else is less.

I, as well as those who are reading this, will pray that Holy Spirit would comfort you and strengthen you in your faith and give you a calm spirit. You can always talk with me or anyone here if you are in need or for fellowship. I pray that God will take the thought of suicide out of your spirit.

 

[BenFTW]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

What I am about to say is a little hard, maybe it’s a truth that hasn’t set in yet, but you’re going to die. You are aging, and such is life. It doesn’t mean you can’t age gracefully, and may God grant you that, but Natalie, make up doesn’t make up for the condition of your heart. True beauty permeates from the inside out. Yes, there can be a man that God provides into your life that will love you physically, emotionally, and spiritually. He will love you for you. In this regard, what worry do you have that you cannot cast upon the Lord and He be merciful to? Trust the Lord.

You will die, one day, but until that day you have a life to live. People to love and good works God has planned for you to walk into. People to guide and uplift. Be a light to. If you take your life, it is not your burden you relieve, but instead you release to another.
What you described sounds like you are witnessing time fly by. Seek the Lord’s will for your life. Trust the Lord.

This is a reminder to you.

 

[Solemateleft]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

Natalieg,
I am so sorry to hear your pain...
I pray that our Lord blesses with the strength to know that HE hears your cries, HE knows your pain and your Struggles. I pray that in know our Lord is with you, that you will continue to pray for HIS mercy and grace along your spiritual journey with HIM...
I find the serenity prayer helpful to give one strength to persevere one day at a time...
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference."
I joined this forum years ago when I was at my lowest and a good CC friend shared this song with me, and I played it everyday for a very long time... Praying for you, and praying that you know that you are not alone... God Bless

 

[Deuteronomy]

I want to commit suicide I feel like commiting suicide

Hello Natalieg, you are a Christian, so turn you eyes toward the Lord and off of the things of this world (because you have everything to live for because of Him). Remember how VERY much He loves you, and what He did for you to save you (so that you wouldn't have to live w/o Him in the eternity to come, nor He w/o you ).

I know how tough life can be, but in Him there is always the hope of a better tomorrow ahead for us when we choose to trust Him .. e.g. Proverbs 3:5-6; Isaiah 40:31, 41:10, 43:2, Jeremiah 29:11; Romans 8:28.

Also, if you have not done so already, please call your pastor and let him know what's going on with you. Pastors are great at giving us wise counsel/advice, and he'll also know how he can be in prayer for you as well!

Praying for you.

God bless you!

~Deut

Lamentations 3​

22 The LORD’S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease,​

For His compassions never fail.​

23 They are new every morning;​

Great is Thy faithfulness.​

24 “The LORD is my portion,” says my soul, “Therefore I have hope in Him.”​

 

[Ghoti2]

Nat,
Do you realize that in that short post, consisting of only one sentence, you used "I" 15 times, and "my" 4 times?
If you will think about that for a few minutes, you may possibly begin to understand WHERE most of your problems are coming from.

 

[PennEd]

I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone

I hear you young lady. I am so terribly sorry for your pain. I want to make certain you know for certain THE Gospel unto Salvation.

God wrapped Himself in human flesh in the form of His Son, Jesus the Messiah. Conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of a virgin. He suffered, was crucified, and died to pay OUR sin debt. He was raised to life from the grave to prove He had defeated death. If you confess Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that His Father resurrected Him to Life on the 3rd day, you WILL be saved. You will be filled, and sealed with the Holy Spirit, who will empower ALL to turn from their sins. The sin of adultery, lying, stealing, homosexuality, gossip, slander, drunkenness, covetousness, etc... And most importantly the sin of DEAD works, or a moral life in an attempt to EARN Salvation. He will also equip you to love like He did and do good works for HIS Glory.

 

[CharliRenee]

I am praying for you sweetheart, please just hold on.

 

[CharliRenee]

 

[CharliRenee]

Ok, one more.. you and your life are soooo precious.

 

[CozHElivesIcanface2morrow]

Hi! If I understood it... You dislike how you look...? If you were Referring to your physical appearance...My human eyes can see a beautiful lady in that picture You look pretty



For a very long period of time....I treated myself harshly and poorly and believed the enemy's lies about myself...


I experienced people calling me ugly...but what hurts me most was when my father called me ugly... I had protruded upper teeth when I was growing up. Not only once that I heard people laughed and told me straight on my face that when I smile they can see all of my teeth. 'Raised poor, I could not afford braces to correct my teeth...imagine how I lived... I lived disliking me I was scared to smile I was scared to laugh because I worried so much that people will notice and see my teeth... I even blamed God for being so unfair... Why He made me poor, ugly and talentless. I lived a life comparing myself to everyone...there was a time, I was feelin so low I laid on my tummy and pressed my teeth on the floor good thing i didnt damage my teeth There were times that I wished I was not born and was not born poor..I pitied myself...I disliked my teeth (face).



It was a long and lonely journey I read many quotes about self esteem ,self acceptance, good friends offered words of encouragements but it didnt help me much only after when I finally got tired resisting I surrendered all to God my pain anger and self pity and asked Him to mend my broken self ... He broke the chains of the enemy's lies. He sets me free. I praise God for His Mercy

Natalie, I want you to know that you are in God's mind God is thinking of you in the afternoon in the evening till the morning He never stops thinking about you...

God doesn’t want you to stay stuck in that situation...He has a plan for you...Let God enter in your life let Him do what He is going to do in your life....give everything to Him trust His Truth trust His love ...He loves you. You are precious,unique and of great value in God's eyes

 

[preacher4truth]

So we have a beautiful young lady pleading for help, wishing to die, and a couple of you mock her grammar and punctuation???????

What is wrong with you people?????

@Natalieg you're a beautiful young woman, with and without make up. I will be praying for you. Please let us know how you are, talk to us here.

 

[Runningman]

Natalie, I know you are looking for a higher power and that higher power is God, but you have greatness in you already, don't forget that. God made us with greatness in us. You have the capacity to do so much good, to make so much joy, to create so much love. That's how Jesus is. Give love to all in Jesus's name. You have a friend in Jesus and you have a friend in me.

 

[EleventhHour]

So we have a beautiful young lady pleading for help, wishing to die, and a couple of you mock her grammar and punctuation???????

What is wrong with you people?????

@Natalieg you're a beautiful young woman, with and without make up. I will be praying for you. Please let us know how you are, talk to us here.

Well she was banned ... so that states a lot right there.

 

[EleventhHour]

Your post makes absolutely no sense at all..

You do have a good troll sense about you.

 

[Reformyourself]

QUOTE="Natalieg, post: 4245316, member: 287591"]I was stressed out from a certain time when I was 5 until a certain time when I was 19 after I took the make up off of my face when I was 13 the skin on my face felt different to where I didn't like how the skin felt on my face after I took the make up off of my face I felt run down I felt like I was dying like I was already gone I always feel run down I always feel like I am dying like I am already gone[/QUOTE]
You’re not alone. Be strong. The Lord loves you.