I am corrupted and impure

[Kainos]

At the same time, I do wonder why some people even post here at all. I have personally reached out to dozens of people here, either publicly, or privately, or both, and none of them seemed the least bit interested in my sincere offers to help them. Who knows? Maybe people just have unfavorable opinions of me, and not of others, but I still reach out to people just the same.

Gal 6:2
Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ.

Seeking prayer from a stranger is a sheltered request. But finding the measure of courage and strength to further confide in someone is more deep-seated.

Many people who suffer hardship and distress are bereft of the openness to tell people their story, and will fight shy of the vulnerability to let others be a part of it.

If anyone passes over your offer to further share in their suffering, never take it as a personal snub. Just keep doing what you do, to the glory of God.

 

[Brasspen]

Know that some of God's rightoues men had concubines (girlfriends). And some of them had more than just one. It's possible that you having her could be a blessing from God.

 

[SomeDisciple]

I can’t think straight anymore. I have sinned so many times in the last 4-5 months with a recent girlfriend, that I went from being blessed, to the opposite of blessed.

Sometimes getting your teeth kicked in is the blessing. If you did something stupid, and God is correcting you... the Lord chastises his children and not the bastards of this world. Have your righteous sorrow, but do not dwell on your failure; there is no time to waste- take the correction and press forward.

 

[Kainos]

I can’t think straight anymore. I have sinned so many times in the last 4-5 months with a recent girlfriend, that I went from being blessed, to the opposite of blessed.

After over ten years of following Christ, I gave all of it away for western romantic
Christianity.

I don’t know why God hasn’t destroyed me yet. I’m definitely due for God’s wrath, God’s judgement upon me.

When the rug's been pulled from under your feet, the ground you come into contact with is Holy.

The gift might be free, but this ain't a free ride. You were bought with a prodigious price, which calls for nothing less than your willingness to die in order to be raised again.

You've lived for yourself and are suffering the consequences. This is where things get real; where you meet God on His terms. We all want to be spoon-fed, but some of us are too hardened in our ways to respond to anything that isn't severe in action.

God's chastisement will humble any man, even an arrogant, vindictive, no good bastard like me.

 

[Blade]

I can’t think straight anymore. I have sinned so many times in the last 4-5 months with a recent girlfriend, that I went from being blessed, to the opposite of blessed.

After over ten years of following Christ, I gave all of it away for western romantic
Christianity.

I don’t know why God hasn’t destroyed me yet. I’m definitely due for God’s wrath, God’s judgement upon me.

Do you know why He died? We all fall we all miss it we all at some point get stuck in sin but what do you do.. run to Him not away. See what your feeling is not from God but the enemy.. there is no condemnation to them in Christ Jesus. He said I didn't come to condemn the world but to save it. I think it was like around 1980 and on the radio this preacher said "I don't think anyone has fallen as much as me. Just get up dust off keep going". Repent keep going. Sorry you are no better nor any worse then any other believer.

So as you know the hardest part is forgiving your self. Faith.. have faith in Him that when you confess your sins you know that you know that you know He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleans us from all....all unrighteousness. See God right now sees you holy and in right standing with Him because you believe in Jesus. That will never ever happen if you never sin. Its not what you do but what Christ already did for the world. It was counted as righteousness to father Abraham because he believed God. So you believing in Jesus.. you are now and forever in right standing with GOD.

So Paul told us its no longer I that sin but sin that is in me....and he kept going .. no that does not mean we can freely sin. So repent get up dust off keep going. We all do this day in day out and some day.. we will see Him and be as He is. So thank Him praise Him in these moments because He has never ever ever left you. He loves you.. ever time you fall miss it.. look up and see Him smile and say "thats why I died". He hate sin.. it takes us form Him.. it puts something between Him and us. You will have to just have faith that if you confess your sins.. He has forgiven you. Know this ..there is nothing out there that has the right to control us unless we all it.

Greater is He that is in you then he that is in the world. There is no if or ands or buts in that. He is.. forgive your self.. He has already

 

[ATSTD]

This ain't no party, this ain't no disco
This ain't no fooling around
No time for dancing or lovey-dovey
I ain't got time for that now

Talking Heads - "Life During Wartime"

Thanks for keeping things real sir.

 

[ATSTD]

You posted at 10PM to a site that's predominantly American. The site slows down at night.
But any time of day it can take hours to get a response, sometimes.
This is a forum and not live, after all. So perhaps you're just being impatient.

I think so

 

[ATSTD]

God does not need to destroy us. We do an excellent job of that ourselves. God's mercy and grace override His judgement. One day, that will change and judgement will come.

Recognising your sin is a good start. Repenting needs to follow. Never underestimate God's love. The story of the prodigal son is more about the love of the father than the sin of the son. Come on home. God is waiting for you with open arms, not with a rod to beat you but a feast to celebrate your return. Hopefully you will have learned your lesson.

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." ! John 1:9

Thank you Gideon. I definitely repented. Now I have all this free time to work..worked for like a week straight and realized how I almost killed my self by working lol. I’m definitely not a robot. Need community here and got to spend time with the Lord or I’ll go nuts.

I tried going a few days without having any time for God, which I never do and I can tell my mind is like wrecked.

 

[ATSTD]

my friend you are not corrupted and all your sins are forgiven you need to have someone to stay with you in your time of distress to keep you on solid ground you clearly are in distress and that is when the enemy fills your head with all sorts of lies.

you are perfect in his eyes clean and without sin believe it

Thank you Blain

 

[ATSTD]

Carrot, egg, or coffee?
When people come under pressure, heat, and are under water they react in various ways to their environment.

A carrot becomes soft and mushy...and Food....they will eat you.

An egg becomes hard, rubbery, stinky and will not join with others....and Food that others will eat.

Coffee is a bit different.
It's already been roasted and washed.
When it gets into that hot water it changes its environment....the water itself becomes drinkable. The coffee remains unconsumed and unchanged. But everyone calls the water coffee and drinks that.

Be like coffee.

I stopped drinking coffee recently and noticed my daily performance and efficiency got better. Coffee just makes me feel good.

 

[ATSTD]

That is your best bet. Just saturate your spirit and soul with God's word. I just finished listening to the book of Job on audio about a week ago, and I am presently going through the book of Psalms myself.

Anyhow, thanks for commenting and for letting me (us) know how you are doing. I am here if you ever need a listening ear or somebody to pray for you.

I spent two days without God, well, I did see lots of scripture throughout the day but have been working in a new album that is going to be released this Friday called ‘Unphased by Demons’ by my artist name ATSTD, which means Alive to See the Day (of Jesus’ Return). Also created a record label called The Narrow Gate Record Label or TNGRL for short. Both atstd.com and tngrl.com go to the album release page I’ve been working on. I’m hoping that I can also have physical copies available by then on CD, Vinyl and Cassette. It will be on all major music streaming platforms this Friday, March 7th, 2025. It’s also my one year anniversary that day of establishing my original artist name, which was The Called. I still might use that name but for now, this is where Jesus has led me.

 

[ATSTD]

Do you know why He died? We all fall we all miss it we all at some point get stuck in sin but what do you do.. run to Him not away. See what your feeling is not from God but the enemy.. there is no condemnation to them in Christ Jesus. He said I didn't come to condemn the world but to save it. I think it was like around 1980 and on the radio this preacher said "I don't think anyone has fallen as much as me. Just get up dust off keep going". Repent keep going. Sorry you are no better nor any worse then any other believer.

So as you know the hardest part is forgiving your self. Faith.. have faith in Him that when you confess your sins you know that you know that you know He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleans us from all....all unrighteousness. See God right now sees you holy and in right standing with Him because you believe in Jesus. That will never ever happen if you never sin. Its not what you do but what Christ already did for the world. It was counted as righteousness to father Abraham because he believed God. So you believing in Jesus.. you are now and forever in right standing with GOD.

So Paul told us its no longer I that sin but sin that is in me....and he kept going .. no that does not mean we can freely sin. So repent get up dust off keep going. We all do this day in day out and some day.. we will see Him and be as He is. So thank Him praise Him in these moments because He has never ever ever left you. He loves you.. ever time you fall miss it.. look up and see Him smile and say "thats why I died". He hate sin.. it takes us form Him.. it puts something between Him and us. You will have to just have faith that if you confess your sins.. He has forgiven you. Know this ..there is nothing out there that has the right to control us unless we all it.

Greater is He that is in you then he that is in the world. There is no if or ands or buts in that. He is.. forgive your self.. He has already

I wish there we comment award ceremonies on this website lol thanks man

 

[Gideon300]

Thank you Gideon. I definitely repented. Now I have all this free time to work..worked for like a week straight and realized how I almost killed my self by working lol. I’m definitely not a robot. Need community here and got to spend time with the Lord or I’ll go nuts.

I tried going a few days without having any time for God, which I never do and I can tell my mind is like wrecked.

"A day without the Lord makes one weak......."

 

[JohnDB]

I stopped drinking coffee recently and noticed my daily performance and efficiency got better. Coffee just makes me feel good.

So....
For whatever poor mental health reasons on your part you thought to post something about your physical health that has zero relevance or support for the subject at hand?

I hear they have psychological assistance online now. Maybe consult one of them.

 

[ATSTD]

"A day without the Lord makes one weak......."

"When I am weak, I am strong."

 

[ATSTD]

So....
For whatever poor mental health reasons on your part you thought to post something about your physical health that has zero relevance or support for the subject at hand?

I hear they have psychological assistance online now. Maybe consult one of them.

I'm just saying. Just because coffee affects you some way doesn't mean it's going to do the same for everyone else. Everyone is different.

 

[ATSTD]

Created this song this past week. My first single to this new artist name.