Congratulations! You have already accomplished the hardest part... you have jumped right in! We got'cha now
Welcome to CC, brother. Thanks for being honest about your Spiritual status. You can be sure. It is the most wonderful feeling in the whole world when it happens...
Matthew 7
7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
7:8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
Revelation 3
3:20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me
There is no magical list of things you must do or say, Just come as you are. The reason it is so easy is because Jesus made it. easy. He did the hard part. He paid the price...
John 3
3:14 And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up:
3:15 That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.
3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
3:17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
Once we see our own smallness, sinfulness, and inability to save ourselves, it should bring us to an attitude of gratitude and a desire to be nearer to the one who loves us so. Just completely surrender all to Him. He is the Maker and Owner of evertyting anyway. Going to Him is not going to a strange place, it is coming home to where we all belonged in the first place.
God bless you, brother.