I'm just reaching out for prayer on something I feel that I lack the necessary energy to overcome on my own.
I'm not "fully" convinced I won't ever work my way past it on my own but it is obviously sin and it's a step of faith for me to do this because I want to continue to overcome my own way as my own victory (complicated) but I want it to be his. Why make it harder on myself? I'd like to take some time and dissect my motivations and how they might not be rebellion but I digress. If you feel led, please do.
I even want to do the very thing just because I'm frustrated that I even "have" to reach out. Grrr. We all need each other though tis true.
Just extra energy...
I'd also like insight into an upcoming "conclusion" that has been causing an absurd amount of "angst" for well over a year. It's coming to a head and while I've reached out for prayer about it before (and I don't expect any insight from a person) I'd like to know that the Lord's will be done and to actually have peace about it and not just a theological "probably".
I've been pretty emotional just f.y.i if this sounds a bit dry/wooden.
I'm not "fully" convinced I won't ever work my way past it on my own but it is obviously sin and it's a step of faith for me to do this because I want to continue to overcome my own way as my own victory (complicated) but I want it to be his. Why make it harder on myself? I'd like to take some time and dissect my motivations and how they might not be rebellion but I digress. If you feel led, please do.
I even want to do the very thing just because I'm frustrated that I even "have" to reach out. Grrr. We all need each other though tis true.
Just extra energy...
I'd also like insight into an upcoming "conclusion" that has been causing an absurd amount of "angst" for well over a year. It's coming to a head and while I've reached out for prayer about it before (and I don't expect any insight from a person) I'd like to know that the Lord's will be done and to actually have peace about it and not just a theological "probably".
I've been pretty emotional just f.y.i if this sounds a bit dry/wooden.
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