Again, with the "arguing with God" card. Lol, aren't you convinced?
When I was very young, these thoughts used to trouble me also.
As I got older, I began to see the darkness of man's heart. I began to understand that things like torture were real and some men actually derived joy from such things. Crucifixion is a fine example. Some men choose to adopt Satan as their Father. To sympathize with them is to sympathize with their Father.
1 John 3:8
“He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.”
John 8:44
“Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.”
Jeremiah 17:9
“The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?”
We must all come to the place of Job before we can be at peace with ourselves and our maker.
Job 40:
3Then Job answered the LORD, and said,
4Behold,
I am vile; what shall I answer thee? I will lay mine hand upon my mouth.
Job 42:
3Who is he that hideth counsel without knowledge? therefore have I uttered that I understood not; things too wonderful for me, which I knew not.
5I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear: but now mine eye seeth thee.
6Wherefore
I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes.