Hi
@SophieJoy.
Just a short background.
My childhood blighted sexual abuse at a very early age, my mum threw me out of the house and I was fostered by a Christian family only to be sexually abused by my foster dad in my teenage years.
This led to severe anxiety gambling and drinking and bitterness.
I came to the realisation that I had to forgive.
Our father in heaven walked with me in doing this.
My relationship with my mum was restored, I was at my foster dads deathbed and I sorted out his estate.
To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.
Lewis B. Smedes
Let's all live by the above quote.
God bless you.