Lately I’ve been straying from the lord and doing my own thing. I feel this restlessness in my soul because I want to get close to the Lord but I find myself doing the opposite. I turned back to smoking weed because fell for the lie that “it’s not that bad” and “God will forgive you” I feel terrible. The thing that I want most is to live a life close with the Him. I love Jesus so much and I feel like I’ve done to much. Please pray for me