You know the Lord Jesus Christ, you know His good message?
In that case you died. You must realise that what you did yesterday is not who you are today. John 5:24.
What was is not real, it is gone, it has been forgotten and forgiven. Be still and know I AM. Exodus 3:14-15. Uncountable amounts of people have been freed by the authority of this name.
Your anxiety is a lie. I don't say this to say you haven't felt what you have, but that whatever you think that leads to that feeling, that's the lie. The accuser is a liar, his time is almost up, so don't worry, pay no attention and give him nothing.
Do not fear, and do not even believe that much effort is needed to overcome any problem. It is not, that is also a lie by the accuser, it is him saying he is strong, when in fact he is weak! Isaiah 41:10
There is a reason why Christ's strength is strongest at our weakest. Because when we think we are weak, it is the accuser we hear saying you are weak, but, if the accuser needs to tell us that, he is worried. Like I said, his time is so very nearly up and he is panicking, so at this point all you need to do is ignore those lies and listen to the strength of Christ. 2 Corinthians 12:9
I promise you that addictions can be defeated instantly, know that the LORD Jesus Christ is with you, and nothing can be against you if your pursuit is to do good, because He is the source of good! And if you want to do good, then you hear Him and with Him nothing stands in your way!