I am all alone. I am have nothing to hope for. Recently, I decided to send emails to churches and foundations and groups online, I still get disappointed.
It is hard to understand my situation but I see cruelty in every area of my life.
Where can I ask for help ? May someone durect me.
Approaching social services or any of your local churches for alms or direction is a good start. You could equip yourself to be employable even without the use of your eyes as that is where you are at present.
Be prepared for the worst is what I would say. And take steps on what you can do.
I empathize with you my brother. No amount of words I can say or advice I give will be sufficient to quench your thirst or appease your hunger.
But you need help. Not from the people of this site. But from immediate resources near and around you.
I had a friend in college who went blind slowly. I know that it was difficult for him. He was very intelligent. He did all the reading he could, before he lost his eyesight. He prepared himself for that life. Education could be through audio books as well.
In every step, you have to reinvent yourself in this harsh world. You have to fight my brother. That's my encouragement to you.
Remember, that God helps those who help themselves. That's what they don't say at the Church.
God is there. He hears your cry and sees your pain. But you have to fight. Don't expect any Church to hold your hand and save you when you need it the most.
It mostly doesn't happen. Only God helps His people and comes through when His people pray to Him.
But keep trying locally. You could seek refuge or asylum in a different country. Find someone to sponsor your treatment. Find a job that won't require the use of your eyesight.
You have to look at every alternative. If you want it bad and if you work for it, you will find a way out. God will be with you and help you.
Don't give up hope. This is my encouragement to you. God bless you
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