All I have is hate and anger sad and down.
2021 was a horrible year for me that's when this all started.
My ex left me a year ago and has moved onto somebody else, His mother died to cancer who I miss talking too,my own mother I feel is narcissist, I have nobody backing me for support my sister and brother don't believe me,I am abused constantly by them on top of it all.Also questioning that my ex was aswell.but also i am in a battle within myself...Constantly going back and fourth asking am I the problem am I a narcissist...Also got diagnosed with graves disease and hyperthyroidism.
I am dealing with ALOT of emotional abuse!!! AND stress...
I just want to be free!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME
Hey Kait
It will get better... I can relate to many of the things you have said, but God is our ever present help in time of trouble... He really loves you. Cast your cares on Him for He cares for you. These are difficult times we are in and last year was very hard for many people. There is so much that Jesus said to help us, really powerful stuff. We’ve got to keep looking to Him, trusting Him, loving Him.
He knows all about it, and it’s not too difficult for Him to deal with, just tell Him whatever you want, go and cry to Him, or just quietly leave it all in His hands and don’t focus on the problems.
Remember when Peter walked on water to Jesus? And he started to sink when he looked at the rough waters, but when he looked to Jesus he walked on water!! That is how we must remind each other to be when the storms of life are rough. We must always keep our eyes on Him. He works all things together for the good of those who love Him, even the bad stuff He can work out for good, that’s how awesome He is, and even more so. He is able to do so much more than we ask or think. He will never leave you. And when you have worked through these problems with Him, you will have so much experience to enable you to help others and comfort them. One day you will have such a reward that it will have been so worth it. I know it doesn’t feel like that when you have trials, and this is why we must trust Him when we don’t understand and when things are difficult.
I have had problems for years with thyroid and I look on Pinterest and online for foods that help and foods that make it worse. I avoid sugar for example. Drinking a lot of tea stops the thyroid working. I’ve seen help for Graves’ disease on Pinterest and I hope it’s a help to you.
A very important thing, most important, is that you spend time with the Lord and release all the hate, hurt, any bitterness which I know can feel impossible to do sometimes. However, if you be real honest with God, and tell Him you are so hurt and confused about everything that’s happened, then hand it all over to Him and trust Him with it all, this is how you will be able to let go of it all and forgive; otherwise it can hinder your relationship with God, it can even make you sick. God does not want this burden on you. He loves you.
Let me know if I can be any help.
Lots of love xx🦋
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