HB,
we are on the same page as you, concerning 'freedom to choose' -
PS. 19:14.
Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in Thy sight, O LORD, my Strength, and my Redeemer.
11COR. 10:5.
Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity
every thought to the obedience of Christ;
PHI. 4:7-8.
And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things
are true,
whatsoever things
are honest,
whatsoever things
are just,
whatsoever things
are pure,
whatsoever things
are lovely,
whatsoever things
are of good report;
if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
THINK ON THESE THINGS' - this is how we bring our 'thoughts' into the 'OBEDIENCE of CHRIST'...
it ain't easy, but this is our struggle, so, be renewed in your mind and leave the old behind'...